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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
1:41 PM;
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
9:41 PM;
hey i finally got to use the com .YAY !
oh yes, had replacement today and like i was alone as usual .
went home with cherie then .
haix, everyone dnt trust me anymore .
yeah, ppl, im not worthy of yall .
this would be my last time blogging ever again .
i am mean .im sorry .
thats all i have to say .
to jess, sry for blogging abt you .
its cos im really pissed and still .
yes, bad mouth me lah, hate me .
oh ppl, dnt assume .that's all i have to say .
yeah, bye ppl .
sorry to those i hurt so much .
you shld knw who you are .esp YOU *
i shant interfer .since you want it so badly for me to stop , i will then .
since you let go of this friendship, i shant stop you .
but you will always have someone who will feel for you .
you will have someone who supports you all the way .
you will have someone who will do anything for you .
and lastly, you will have someone who loves you oh-so dearly .
i will remember the memories we had together .
thanks for being there for me, showing me the way, letting me knw how love feels .
thanks for being my friend, my listening ear, my love .
you're so appreciated by me .
loved by me and always .
i will always be there and still waiting when you need someone to lend a shoulder .
wells, i dnt tnk that wld happen so nvm .
once again, im sorry .
go ahead and make new besties .
if you're happe, i will be too .
this shall be the last time i blogged as a friend .
i love you .bye .
Monday, March 06, 2006
10:03 PM;
i dnt care how many ppl hate me cos of you .it doesnt matters, what matters is that i have one less burden .yeah, and you !stop cutting k ?it hurts seeing you like this .even if you wanna cut, cut it when there's nobody around .i know you're stressed up but it doesnt mean you have to cut .i did many things but i din pull her away from you .its the one who is oh-so close to you right now cos she pulled you away from me .i realise after you're so close to her, you've changed but i still love you all the same .HAIX .forget it lah .i will be waiting lah .oh yes, we had physics and my class was like farking noisy lah !i was piss wit her again .she was asking evryone to shut up and she, herself was like toking non-stop .irritating .you knw, i really dnt give a damn whether she hates me anot .hate me more .oh yes, i din have any appetide for the whole day not even now but my mommy is trying to force food down my throat, shes now on the way to buy me some delicous, yummy dinner now from my fav resturant .so yeah, i must be a guaikia and eat it all up .heex .yup oh im so tired now .just came back from sch not long ago .mrs boo is pressuring me again by saying that all those yangqin players who she selected were all so good .and i was choosen and i have to do good, better than ger .i must show that im better .yes, haix im tired shant blog .tatas .
Saturday, March 04, 2006
11:31 AM;
hey shall blog abt ytd . we had assembly in class that morn . met jiawei and deborah in class and so we decided to head for the toilet cos the class was so bloody empty and there's nothing to do .yeah we went to the toilet and sat on the top of the toilet bowls .[ ok abit wrong lah ] but yeah anyone who came in, were shocked and everything .Then gwen came in, she was lk "WHOA" hahaha .so yeah she had no place to sit so she sat on floor and yeah, we sat on the floor and discuss abt the only prob in our mind, JESSICA !cos why ?cos she ruin everyone's life and relationship with everyone .wells, jessica, to tell you the true, nobody likes you .stop tnking highly abt yourself cos you're nothing .although you are older than us, it doesnt mean you can boss us around and shut us up whenever you like to andand nobody asked you to sit with us during recess or whatever crap .you pangseh-ed everyone who you hang with .esp US .oh yes, you pangseh-ed us for the express .those express ppl are blind .blinded by your stoopid, idiotic smile of yours .we are so used to seeing you pangseh us that we dnt need you in our lifes anymore .oh yes, toking abt her makes me so bloody pissed !argh !she sucks lah .although she treats us well, deep inside, theres something she wants frm us .its scary .JESSICA !although you're not reading this, you are the cause of the split of THE LONELY BIRDSHITS !bt now, i cnt tahan anymore .im gna treat as i dnt knw you anymore .
oh yes, we made the TOILETEERS !yeah so cool lah .hmmmm... our nxt hang out is the TOILET on the 3rd floor near the AV so peeps, if you saw a grp of ppl sitting in the toilet its US !hees our territory !heeex .anws, im hungry, BYES .yumyum .
Friday, March 03, 2006
10:56 PM;
"i really damn sad can...why she do this to mii...aiya...now den i know i really very very stupid lor...truth her so much den she do this to mii...aiya...damn fuck up la...den i also wif u also jealous take neoprint wif u also jealous..way she wan mii to do!now i dunno can we remind like last yr not...i really damn sad la...and i my very stress lor...haix:)watlao!!i wan go n die ar..............WAAA........................................."
this is what she wrote to you am i right ?
pls, im not jealous, how many times must i tell yall ?
its ok you dnt trust me anymore .
although it hurts, i will forever love you and her .
i dnt hate both of you .
i will never .
both of you are the one who are lk so fucked up abt me lah .
tell me what yall want me to do ?
its so damn confusing, trying to understand yall .
yes, i knw yall are stressed up .
me ? im not ?
yeah, im a heartless bitch .
i dnt care abt how yall feel .im in the wrong .
im always in the wrong .
HAPPE ?
ok, im sorry, im a jinx .
yall are better off w/o me is it ?
tell me right in my face then .
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
10:10 PM;
yeah today hav HALFDAY!=D went to gwen's house to party.yeah, gwen changed and headed for 7-11.wahahaha met neetu and she was lk toking to us for no reasons.-.-"
anws, went to gwen's hse to eat cup noodles!!!yummy yum.
then suhaiza came and forced me to go market to buy her groceries lah.
yeah she had to take the stoopid bloody chicken wings.eeeekkkk..
then went back to gwen's hse and PARTY.
we disturbed everyone online then.
esp fiona leng.
wahahahaha.pestering her like diaos.
heex, she sounds nice online.
i dntknw lah.
HEEX
oh yeah, im so stressed up now cos i just ended my conversation with her on the phone.
she sounded depress.
she actually wanted to cut bt i told her not to.
hopefully she will listen to me.
gwen, no matter what, you'll have me to support you all the way,
even if everyone turns against you.
until i die.
arent friends suppose to be like that?hees.
love you manymany.
super tired lah, i tnk one day, my ears will bleed cos of using my phone too long.
HEEX.
yup, now leaving you with my fav song.
Ryan Cabrera - True Lyrics
I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
Monday, February 27, 2006
10:33 PM;
i feel like puking every on and then.
very stressed up lately.
wondering abt stuff that shouldn't be bothered.
abt stuff that aren't important.
bt im still tnking.
why?cos i really miss **.
i wonder when will be the day ** starts believing in me again other than her instincts.
wonder when ** will forgiv me and givs me another chance.
i'll be waiting no matter what.
i dnt care whether it takes a century to gain **'s trust back.
cos i do trust ** and always will.
i admit to the stuff i did, i thought it was rather stoopid.
bt i was over wit that.
now the real challenge is to gain **'s trust back.
i will never stop loving ** no matter what cos i tried hating **, it din work.
cos i love ** too much to hate.
im sorry for hurting you, ppl do stuff, bt they din mean it.
im so sorry.
rmb those things i said to you.
"i love you no matter what, when."
sorry.
