fiftysix.

2006-03-14T13:41:00.000-08:00

http://mylovelove.blogspot.com I MOVED !!!

2006-03-07T21:41:00.000-08:00

hey i finally got to use the com .YAY !
oh yes, had replacement today and like i was alone as usual .
went home with cherie then .
haix, everyone dnt trust me anymore .
yeah, ppl, im not worthy of yall .
this would be my last time blogging ever again .
i am mean .im sorry .
thats all i have to say .
to jess, sry for blogging abt you .
its cos im really pissed and still .
yes, bad mouth me lah, hate me .
oh ppl, dnt assume .that's all i have to say .
yeah, bye ppl .
sorry to those i hurt so much .
you shld knw who you are .esp YOU *
i shant interfer .since you want it so badly for me to stop , i will then .
since you let go of this friendship, i shant stop you .
but you will always have someone who will feel for you .
you will have someone who supports you all the way .
you will have someone who will do anything for you .
and lastly, you will have someone who loves you oh-so dearly .
i will remember the memories we had together .
thanks for being there for me, showing me the way, letting me knw how love feels .
thanks for being my friend, my listening ear, my love .
you're so appreciated by me .
loved by me and always .
i will always be there and still waiting when you need someone to lend a shoulder .
wells, i dnt tnk that wld happen so nvm .
once again, im sorry .
go ahead and make new besties .
if you're happe, i will be too .
this shall be the last time i blogged as a friend .
i love you .bye .

2006-03-06T22:03:00.000-08:00

i dnt care how many ppl hate me cos of you .it doesnt matters, what matters is that i have one less burden .yeah, and you !stop cutting k ?it hurts seeing you like this .even if you wanna cut, cut it when there's nobody around .i know you're stressed up but it doesnt mean you have to cut .i did many things but i din pull her away from you .its the one who is oh-so close to you right now cos she pulled you away from me .i realise after you're so close to her, you've changed but i still love you all the same .HAIX .forget it lah .i will be waiting lah .

oh yes, we had physics and my class was like farking noisy lah !i was piss wit her again .
she was asking evryone to shut up and she, herself was like toking non-stop .irritating .you knw, i really dnt give a damn whether she hates me anot .
hate me more .oh yes, i din have any appetide for the whole day not even now but my mommy is trying to force food down my throat, shes now on the way to buy me some delicous, yummy dinner now from my fav resturant .so yeah, i must be a guaikia and eat it all up .heex .yup oh im so tired now .just came back from sch not long ago .mrs boo is pressuring me again by saying that all those yangqin players who she selected were all so good .and i was choosen and i have to do good, better than ger .i must show that im better .yes, haix im tired shant blog .tatas .

2006-03-04T11:31:00.000-08:00

hey shall blog abt ytd . we had assembly in class that morn . met jiawei and deborah in class and so we decided to head for the toilet cos the class was so bloody empty and there's nothing to do .yeah we went to the toilet and sat on the top of the toilet bowls .[ ok abit wrong lah ] but yeah anyone who came in, were shocked and everything .Then gwen came in, she was lk "WHOA" hahaha .so yeah she had no place to sit so she sat on floor and yeah, we sat on the floor and discuss abt the only prob in our mind, JESSICA !cos why ?cos she ruin everyone's life and relationship with everyone .wells, jessica, to tell you the true, nobody likes you .stop tnking highly abt yourself cos you're nothing .although you are older than us, it doesnt mean you can boss us around and shut us up whenever you like to andand nobody asked you to sit with us during recess or whatever crap .you pangseh-ed everyone who you hang with .esp US .oh yes, you pangseh-ed us for the express .those express ppl are blind .blinded by your stoopid, idiotic smile of yours .we are so used to seeing you pangseh us that we dnt need you in our lifes anymore .oh yes, toking abt her makes me so bloody pissed !argh !she sucks lah .although she treats us well, deep inside, theres something she wants frm us .its scary .JESSICA !although you're not reading this, you are the cause of the split of THE LONELY BIRDSHITS !bt now, i cnt tahan anymore .im gna treat as i dnt knw you anymore .

oh yes, we made the TOILETEERS !yeah so cool lah .hmmmm... our nxt hang out is the TOILET on the 3rd floor near the AV so peeps, if you saw a grp of ppl sitting in the toilet its US !hees our territory !heeex .anws, im hungry, BYES .yumyum .

2006-03-03T22:56:00.000-08:00

"i really damn sad can...why she do this to mii...aiya...now den i know i really very very stupid lor...truth her so much den she do this to mii...aiya...damn fuck up la...den i also wif u also jealous take neoprint wif u also jealous..way she wan mii to do!now i dunno can we remind like last yr not...i really damn sad la...and i my very stress lor...haix:)watlao!!i wan go n die ar..............WAAA........................................."

this is what she wrote to you am i right ?

pls, im not jealous, how many times must i tell yall ?

its ok you dnt trust me anymore .

although it hurts, i will forever love you and her .

i dnt hate both of you .

i will never .

both of you are the one who are lk so fucked up abt me lah .

tell me what yall want me to do ?

its so damn confusing, trying to understand yall .

yes, i knw yall are stressed up .

me ? im not ?

yeah, im a heartless bitch .

i dnt care abt how yall feel .im in the wrong .

im always in the wrong .

HAPPE ?

ok, im sorry, im a jinx .

yall are better off w/o me is it ?

tell me right in my face then .

2006-02-28T22:10:00.000-08:00

yeah today hav HALFDAY!=D went to gwen's house to party.yeah, gwen changed and headed for 7-11.wahahaha met neetu and she was lk toking to us for no reasons.-.-"

anws, went to gwen's hse to eat cup noodles!!!yummy yum.

then suhaiza came and forced me to go market to buy her groceries lah.

yeah she had to take the stoopid bloody chicken wings.eeeekkkk..

then went back to gwen's hse and PARTY.

we disturbed everyone online then.

esp fiona leng.

wahahahaha.pestering her like diaos.

heex, she sounds nice online.

i dntknw lah.

HEEX

oh yeah, im so stressed up now cos i just ended my conversation with her on the phone.

she sounded depress.

she actually wanted to cut bt i told her not to.

hopefully she will listen to me.

gwen, no matter what, you'll have me to support you all the way,

even if everyone turns against you.

until i die.

arent friends suppose to be like that?hees.

love you manymany.

super tired lah, i tnk one day, my ears will bleed cos of using my phone too long.

HEEX.

yup, now leaving you with my fav song.

Ryan Cabrera - True Lyrics

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

2006-02-27T22:33:00.000-08:00

i feel like puking every on and then.

very stressed up lately.

wondering abt stuff that shouldn't be bothered.

abt stuff that aren't important.

bt im still tnking.

why?cos i really miss **.

i wonder when will be the day ** starts believing in me again other than her instincts.

wonder when ** will forgiv me and givs me another chance.

i'll be waiting no matter what.

i dnt care whether it takes a century to gain **'s trust back.

cos i do trust ** and always will.

i admit to the stuff i did, i thought it was rather stoopid.

bt i was over wit that.

now the real challenge is to gain **'s trust back.

i will never stop loving ** no matter what cos i tried hating **, it din work.

cos i love ** too much to hate.

im sorry for hurting you, ppl do stuff, bt they din mean it.

im so sorry.

rmb those things i said to you.

"i love you no matter what, when."

sorry.

2006-02-23T21:28:00.001-08:00

im really sad now.

long story.

im so sorry k?

i shldnt hav been angry and evrything lah

im sorry.

2006-02-23T21:28:00.000-08:00

im really sad now.

long story.

im so sorry k?

i shldnt hav been angry and evrything lah

im sorry.

2006-02-21T21:22:00.000-08:00

OH GOD im super tired now.the whole day, i felt so dizzy and sick.i cldnt breathe properly.smething is so wrong wit me.anws, had morn runs today, i ran, duh bt felt dizzy then.hmmm..aft that was lit, i stood outside class again for not bringing my stuff again.as usual, i was always the first to confront geisha kang, right aft she scolds me, ppl start confronting her.WTH.anws, i stood for the whole 2 periods which is lk ONE hour!yeah, was stone-ing as usual.then we had SS, which was even boring!haix, she was toking crap and i wasn listening.

yeah, during recess, i went vegetable, i ate yummy vegetables!=D then i had maths, i cldnt really forcus.yeah, during english, went lib, to do some research bt gwen and i end up talking abt her stoopid obsession wit tt new PE teacher.[ SHE'S MINE ] yeah, had GY, i finally went RTC for some lamo reason. i hand in the stoopid GY book late!and knw wad, i ran down just to buy it and she still sent me to RTC.regretted buying the stoopid book.anws, had fun in RTC, we were talking so much crap tt i tnk the RTC sister got so jealous tt she had to go out and peek on us for a very long time.yeah, she din let us go off aft sch, we had to wait for her to walk into the rm S L O W L Y.yup, aft sch, waited for flora to finish her work bt in the end, she ended up in the toilet, shiting .yeah then headed home wit her and sheryl.oh sheryl was kinda hyper lah bt flora told me tt shes been lk tt all the while.hees.yeah, i got so tired then, when i was abt to fall asleep, my dear stead, deb, called me to ask me for her BLACK LONG BAGGY pants which i dnt hav lah cos all my pants are just too girl for her.yeah, went calling flora for BLACK LONG BAGGY pants, bt she only has her MACS pants.=P so deb has to go find some ppl who has BLACK LONG BAGGY pants.OMG, i keep puking evrything out!lk i ate curry for lunch and i puke it all out when i took a shower.i cld taste the CURRY FAVOUR.i saw evrything tt comes out of my mouth, it was orange-ish cos i ate some hole-ly prata and curry which are all ORANGE!hehehe.okok shant giv you more details.im tired shall go sleep le.TATAs.

2006-02-20T21:51:00.000-08:00

had a super high morn wit the birdshits today.

we laughed, burped and talked lk tere's no tml.

anws, today was kinda ok, i guess, well, except for co, as usual.

wad's new?wells, mrs boo and mdm xie scolded cass for nt doing sec 1's attendance.

wells, i guess, its kinda my fault cos evryone had tutorials except me, i shld hav the brains to take the attendance for all, i only did for the other lvls.

and cass was blamed for my stoopidity.

oh i was so stoopid tt i din knw tere was a attendance list for the sec 1s.

wad a ~~LOSER~~

anws, cass almost cried, i cldnt bare it lah and louisa cn still fool around.

im so sry, cass!oh yes, went calling parents wit louisa and flora, wells, we almost got ann nee into trouble.sry to her too.

OMG, i just sucked at attendance!i sucked at evrything lah.

im only good at slacking.

-argh!

STRESS!i so wna cut now.

2006-02-19T21:00:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

woke up late and had to go cc for co!i was busy stone-ing in the toilet.-.-"

am i lazy or am i lazy?anws, yeah, went cc 35 mins ltr.OOPS =X

had sectionals in the morn and combines in the aftnoon.

i actually spent 30 mins in the toilet doing, well, slacking.

oh yeah, went home at abt 4 and was eating non-stop cos i was moody lah.

yes, i watch tv for the whole day.my mom confiscate my phone aft evrytme i come back frm smewhere.

so ppl, dnt sms, call my cell cos i wnt pick up.

anws, i just finished bathing, i threw up!argh!

smething's wrong wit me.am i gna die?

yipee~=X

i miss toking to yall!argh!i wn my phone back!

okiedoks.tatas.

p.s. TML'S LISA'S BIRTHDAY.

GO WISH HER OK?

2006-02-18T22:09:00.000-08:00

im stuck at home..watching da seed of chuckie.SO COOL!anws, my mom took my phone today aft tokin to gwen.she was fucking piss lah.who cares.anws, i slpt for the whole day.=D haix, cos i dnt hav a plan for today.HEHE yeah oh yeah, i ate too.=D missing my phone.HAIX.blame me for tokin on the phone too much!wah i miss her too.hmmm..okok i shall continue watching the seed of chuckie.wahahaha i aso wna be him..HES MY IDOL!

2006-02-16T21:43:00.000-08:00

yeah, lotsa things happened lah, dnt wna tok abt it.HEHEHE.yeah im bloody emo today lah.i get so worked up by things you normally do.-.-" im so diao lah!hehehe okok, dnt be sry or wadsoeva shit lah, cos in da first place i shld..yeah so dnt be sry..i shld be thanking you lah..for givin me this experience nd evrything..i accomplish lotsa things within this 3 days..thanks.and and when im wit you, i cn accomplish many bt witout you, i feel so empty tts why i din wna do tt.yeah so dnt tnk anymore.always rmb tt i **** you.heh bye.

2006-02-13T18:01:00.000-08:00

TML's V day!im so happe.presents evryone!hmmm..i haven finish making the presents!!!pressure!oh boy, for the first tme, i actually cnt wait for v day to come.lk WOW!hehehe.anws, hmmm..went orchard to "shop" for v presents wit my jr nd her lah.hmmm wasnt tt bad bt my jr who is suppose to buy v presents end up BROKE so we only went tere to take neos nd eat lunch.waahahhaha.saw many ppl tere.so peiseh.yeah lk tt lo.im so bored now.hmmmm..nth to blog le.TATAS!

2006-02-11T22:27:00.000-08:00

im in a super good mood now.

YAYERS.

i din have time to bathe and evrything until 7 plus.

was busy toking on the fone.

so funny.

oh yes, i regretted something, i had done ytd.

i shldnt have told you what she had told me,

but because i trust that you will do the same to me,

i did.

i made a foolish mistake by telling you tt,

if i din tell, she wldnt feel so guilty,

i wldnt cry.

im so sry, i shldnt hav told.

i tnk the reason why you're so angry wit her,

its cos of me rite?im so sry.

andand the reason why you and her arent tt close is because of me.

IM SRY!

hey, im sry i told her abt your stuff ya?

i din mean it.

IM SO SRY!

2006-02-10T21:07:00.000-08:00

YOU HURT ME DEEPLY.

i tnk i shall stop trusting ppl.

i will get backstab in the end.

yeah, i cldnt believe you actually wld say that.

do you knw how hurt i am right now?

yeah, i dnt care abt others tnk.

i care abt you tnk.

wells, this shows that you dnt care abt me,

so why shld i?

i shldnt have bothered.

im sry.

2006-02-08T22:26:00.000-08:00

yeah, haven been blogging yeah?many things are happening lah.im really confused and scared.tere are many shld or shldnt.yeah, i dnt need you to tnk so much.i dnt wna avoid too.yeah, why must i tnk abt others tnk and feel, if i dnt care abt mine?i really wna hug you right now.you cn take all the tme to tnk, i dnt mind.im so sry.i made things so hard for you.i shall disappear.OMG so dramatic.okok tatas.

2006-02-05T10:53:00.000-08:00

yest's cc performance was ok.audience tere were lk dead.they were eating happily while we were performing.shiok sia them.=X yeah, we performed foro abt 20 mins.then tt MP came, we had to go.OH MY, do you realise CO always performed before the MP comes.why?MP doesn lk CO?anws, aft the performance, speech/nag was given.-.-" boring.yeah, then i left earlier than others cos i felt left out.aiya who cares sia.yeah, saw hui qing, siewling, jasmine and jonathan at the busstop.hui qing was loud, could hear her frm afar.LOL yeah, took bus and those jrs wnt let me go then jonathan did a very lame thing..while they were not letting me go, jonathan shouted "HAFIZAH!", evryone turned to him..he said, "BYE" -.-" yeah, then evryone was lk diao lah.i quickly alighted the bus and walked home.HEH.yeah, my mommy was lk asking why i came home late.i said it was all those lame crap lah.yeah, i showered and evrything, called gwen, tok to her, then huiqing called my hp, askin me to tok to her.then we had conference lah.then huiqing had tok hang up so gwen and i tok until 12 plus when my mommy force me to hang.-sobs- sry gwen!nvm tml you cn hav the chance to tok to the oh-so-wonderful HAFI!YAY!

hey, dnt be so sad leh.i will have very painful heartaches.im serious.i alr having it.yeah, heck those ppl who made you sad, angry and if those ppl wna sack you, i go murder them ok?so set!and im so sry for slapping you lah, i was joking lah.yeah, dnt wry anymore lah.ok gtg.tatas.

P.S: my com doesn allow me see blogs!!!argh!

2006-02-03T20:13:00.000-08:00

i hate ~~backstabbers~~ and ~~attention seekers~~.they are bloody ~~fuckers~~.i just hate them lah.anws, yeah, took bus to tm.those ppl were tokin so loudly in front of me nd flora, cnt tahan.i shouted at them of cos.dnt be stoopid.yall in pulic, behave lah.still act lk hooligons!disgrace to YOU nd UR school.so stop tokin so loudly in front of HER.anws, i was kinda PMS-in again.walked to tm.ate lunch tere, macs as usual.yeah, went to take flora's hp.she so lucky, her fone gt repaired.HEH.=) oh yes, went lookin for present for huijie whose birthday is lk TODAY!happe birthday.oh yes, saw charlotte, janelle, dey all at tm too.yes, den went walkin arnd, found da present, waitin for ppl to join in too.yup.tts all.ok lah.im kinda sad now.tatas.

2006-01-31T16:45:00.000-08:00

happe lunar new yr da 3rd day.um..jus hung up wit flora.yea, thgs happened.=X anws, went visitin again.went to my kimpos hses.dey act gav me my angpaos bt my mommy wns me to bai nian!!!-.-" oh anws, went to eat breakfast b4 tt, BIG BREAKFAST..nd my dad used my angpao money to buy da WHOLE family breakfast.WTH.went jalan jalan.my dad went to see all those tvees.lk hes gna buy one.i dnt knw why mus he go see tvees when hes nt intendin to buy one.-.-" oh yes, my dad nd bro are so wad!!!in front of me mention da phone i wna buy!!!-humpf- cnt tahan them!!!oh yes, met my other relatives at my sankimpo hse.we were wating for them lah.chit-chat for awhile.yup.den we headed for another kimpo hse.which is lk only hw many blocks away.nd my dad drove da car tere.LAME!hahaha.yes, bai le nian den my parents drove my aunt, cousin and sibling to my ah ma hse.den send me back hme.YAY!hahaha.yup.ok lah gtg slp.TATAS!PS: tml is CNY performance, aida yall mus cheer for me ok?hahaha.

2006-01-30T19:18:00.000-08:00

im stuck at my ah ma hse as usual.HAH!gna hav dina tere again.she cooks da best lo.yups.oh yes, went visiting jus nw, we jus gt back lah.we went to only 2 hses.wells at least get angpaos.oh yes, went to tt oh-so-nice grand aunty.she gav us chocolates and evrythg.WHOOWHEE!oh yes, my relative came late so we delay da visiting abit ltr.den tis cousin of mine who is abt 3 yrs old, went arnd kaypo-in.haha.hes so cute lah bt notti.VERY!oh FYI, florayong is bein lame as usual, told her to blog da opppsite bt she too peiseh so she wrote it da other way lah.HAHA!currently waiting for evryone to settle dwn so we cn eat dina,YUMYUM!!!oh boy, im aso havin bad montion sickness nw..feel lk puking.-pity me pls- for da past 2 days, i've been wearin so girly clothes and i wasn mistaken for a guy bt a monk.well, nt lk smeone at least.=X anws, im wearing ear rings instead of earsticks.WHOOWHEE!!!oh yes, i've only collected $71 for ytd nd tonite im gna count da total.oh wonder if tml wld be more or less.-wondering- oh yes, i've been quarrellin wit my siblings for evrythg, so if you see any news abt a girl killin her siblings dnt be surprise ya?hahaha.ok lah.gtg eat dina.YAY!im gna cope sme of my bro's fish!!!hahaha.tatas.

2006-01-29T21:04:00.000-08:00

hey! yo peeps out there! this is da all time favourite flora invading hafi's blog!!! becuz she is currently stuck at her ah ma hse cuz her mom playing mah jong and this loser doesnt noe how to enjoy the game! haha! anyway, she told me to blog about how much she loves me and how perfect and cute i am...but i shallnt cuz its so obviuos to evryone how cute i am already! haha! hmmm....wat else shall i blog?? oh and her relative brought their dog along who looks like mine (snowy) but mine is cuter cuz its fringeless!!! wahahaha! wat a joke! haiya...im so nice to help her with tis blogging thing! wat to do? im juz so nice and all...and this gal misses flora yong so much that she dreams of her at nite!!!! wahahaha!!!! yup...i think now she is enjoying her time collecting ang paos frm people le...poor me. i spoilt my fone and now i miss it so damn much!!!! SOBZ!!!!! anyway, stop flirting with my physics and form teacher u stoopid onion cuz he elongs to 3/5 and only us!!!! wahahaha!!!!!!! change ur target ok? hmmm....i noe u can change ur target to gay chan!!! PERSONA!!!! i noe u think that he's HOT and SEXY!!!!!!

okok...tata...peace out.
ppl out therre, miss me! =P

2006-01-27T22:09:00.000-08:00

alili dancing her mambo jambo.

alili and lili lemon..what is lili looking at??

tml i will paste my pics.haha.sabotage lisa and alicia first.

2006-01-27T21:20:00.000-08:00

im kinda watchin shutters bt my mind is on da com.-.-" oh yea, i did lotsa weird stuff tis morn in school.um..im nt suppose to tell ppl bt since gwen has written it on her blog, i shall too.um..yar, we were lk emptyin da dustbins as bein dustbin partners lah.we went washin our hands da toilet near da sec 1 classes.while walkin back, we toked funny stuff tt i forgotten where our classrm is.instead of openin 3/2's door, i stoopidly went openin 3/5's..oh my..i din realise until gwen started laughin and sayin, "tis is nt 3/2.its 3/5." then i looked at da door nd i saw da NOs 3/5 tere.i quickly let go of da door nd started runnin away, leavin poor gwen behind.ok i was mean.oh man, so peiseh.ppl tot it was gwen who opened da door bt we knew da truth.tt was during lit.ok.we went to empty da bins again durin accounts cos i jus cnt stand da smell, i was havin a bad headache aft smellin it.anws, yea, while walkin to da huge bin, we turned to 3/5 nd saw queky!!!-haha- i went crazy, i was jumpin for joy!ok tt wasnt so bad lah.while walkin again, gwen was darin me whether i wld say HI to queky..she said she wld giv me sweets, i except.yea, while queky was teachin halfway, he turned to look at us nd i was goin " HI MR QUEK!!!" so loudly.ok.whole 3/5 heard it lah.then da idiot shouted out "EH HAFIZAH!U LOVESICK AR???!!" OMG!nw i tnk nw da whole 3/5 tnks i lk queky.shit u idiot.hope ur readin tis man.nw i dntknw wad to do.i scared one day queky wld go up to me nd ask me whether we cn go steady!!!hahaha.i knw tt wldnt happen bt it cld happen ok!?!oh my, hope queky dnt avoid me..hahaha.hey those ppl out tere, i dnt lk queky, im just kiddin lah.oh yea, early in da morn, was his lesson, i dntknw who was da phy rep so i went to ask him, he dnt even knw.wad loser.oh yea, it is katherine lah.bt evryone was lk "CN CHANGE REP?" he replied, "CN IF UR FORM TEACHER ALLOW" evryone was lk " I NOMINATE HAFIZAH!!!SHES RESPONSIBLE!SHE LOVES PHYSICS!!" oh my, U knw hw peiseh i was.errrss, ppl was lk givin me tt weird, cheeky look!!!eeeeyer.HEY ppl, im jus pretendin to lk him lah nd for his sake, stop makin him scream at us, if he scream, i will get a headache.-.-" oh yar, CONGRATES TO GWEN!!!happe one yr, dustbin pal!

2006-01-26T21:32:00.000-08:00

im bloody pekcek now.evryone is scoldin me.-haix-who cares right?i knw lah..nobody cares.
oh yes, i too tired to bathe so im updatin now.i wish ppl wld just stop scoldin me for once.stop makin so much noise.how much i wish tt wld happen.today, i kinda flare up at evryone.first, evryone din help us move yqs in and out of the rm.tt was ok since i was used to it.yea, aft da rehersal, da zrs left us wit all the stands, we were nice enough to help them keep and evrythg.when we reached the music rm, those zrs took all the stands and left us wit all those lousy ones.they gt on my nerves.i flare up.when shirley asked me to let her sit nxt to sonia, i act wna shout at her cos i knw she will sure tok to her.yea, she kept forcin me bt i was lk no-in all the way.yar, she finally gav up, i tnk when she saw tt i was pekcek.yea, haix.i dnt wna tok abt other thgs tt happened.it will only make me cry.p.s: happe birthday to charlotte.shes 15 now.WOW!charlotte, if ur readin tis, hope u will lead a happer life wit **ahem**yar.tak care ok?i shall go tattoo my hand.

2006-01-25T21:18:00.000-08:00

im back frm school, now watchin america idol.-dots- those ppl are lame sia.anws, i slpt durin accounts waitin for ppl to reply me back.fell aslp while waitin lah.i was happily dreamin then ms tan had to go wake me!!!-humpf- i was still half aslp when she called me.oh, gwen and i were walkin pass 3/5 so many times.-so lame- she lah.i was dancin wit the bin lah, din pay any attention to anyone.oh yes, while dancin, saw joseph outside my class wit ann nee.she PON'd!!!orrrrhhhh..yea, joseph was askin me "what are you doin?" duh.im lk holdin a bin, cnt she see wad am i doin!!!?!-blinded by my beauty lah- yup.aft school, met up wit cass and tt idiot who stole my cab!we went to fengshan cc to see the stage which sam said it to be only 20 by 30 ft.yup.we gt lost.OOPS!i gav wrong info.SRY!oh yes, we walked abt 3 busstop to reach there.WOW!!!there's guys, basketballers.um..no shuaige-s.haix.no wonder girls nwadays wna turn crook.abit mean lah.oh, we ate there, food super ex and errrrs, average.yup.priya called and was at WS there, she went into macs.U shld knw wad happened nxt.yea.oh, then we had so-called replaced lessons.WOW!nobody came.only tt christin bt she came late.so late.45 mins b4 the lesson ended and she gav sme kinda lame excuse.at least she came.okok.shant tok abt her.oh, i drew on idiot's hand.so fun.oh we were tokin abt she kissin me wld be a miracle and i wld buy 4-Ds for the time and date.yea, then i went horny.0.0 okok.smethg wrong wit her today.im scared.okok.she took my wallet again.i pity cass, evrytme she hav to giv me money to tak bus.i owe her lunch.oh yes, i went hme, bathe and crap..ya lah.my life so boring lah.P.S: while updatin, my dad show me ROACHES, duh i scream lah.yup oh yes, idiot, see lah, i nid to buy 4-D.

2006-01-24T19:43:00.000-08:00

today's lessons was kinda boring lah.din get to see HIM!!!okok.enough wit tt QUEKY!anws, aft school, went to inter to eat KFC and tt idiot took our CAB!-humpf-oh then, jess, jan and me took a cab and went there to meet aida and leshia.they took cab ltr than us and reached there the same time!!?!-magic-anws, while walkin, oh-so-smart jan act so-called lost her way to KFC.-stooopid- oh yes, she sang her "tian tian" song again!!!its act "bu de bu ai" bt she only knws hw to sing tt "tian tian" part so we call it her "tian tian" song.anws, she was singin on the taxi, KFC and evrywhere!!!-argh- bt its act kinda funny hw she sings it.so we will laugh abt it.while eatin, i saw shilin, they all..we were all tokin abt them.LOL and jan, the oh-so-stoopid girl asked the qn twice.lk WOW!anws, aft for school at abt 4.30, gna do PROJECT.-ahem- oh, we went to canteen, saw bird and sam so went tokin to them..then abt 6, went hme, alone again.bt then, my tummy hurts alot.OMG!hahaha.

those ppl who i hurted and offended, im terrible sorry.i din mean it.i kinda flare up when im havin moodswings.my attidude mayb what bt tts the way i am.i will try to change it bt it will be hard and long.im sry if i had made u feel if i was too much.
idiot, thks for telling me tt.

2006-01-21T17:43:00.000-08:00

camp CORRI was exciting lah..tis was wad happened..
day 1: reached school at 6.45 am and left school abt 7.was one of the first class to leave.-kiasu mah- then went to all the check points in SINGAPORE and MALAYSIA. JiaWei bought me sour plums.-YAYS- oh, was the first class to reach MALAYSIA.we took the bus frm JB to PAHANG.it took us abt 9 hrs.oh, my bud is Kellymoh.we sat in the bus together, i sat at the window.-smiles- bt kellymoh was slpin lk a log during the journey..me too!our resorts, hotel and chalets were all located on a hill.a tall one.we reached the hotel abt 6.30pm and almost all the classes were there alr.-WOW- we sat nxt to 3/5..i threw stones at ameera and i tnk she got so fed up, she changed seats wit her classmate.-.-" i was the room IC and had to keep the key to the room.we waited for the keys to be handed out..-room 313- i took and head for the room, my roomies were all waiting for me alr..-KIASU- oh, i was so sick tt my temp was 38.37 deg on tt day.bt tt silly teacher dnt let me go rest in my room!-humpf- then we had our dinner which i din really ate.i was playin wit my food.then deb and i pon the nite activites.we only came back went back when the activite was abt to end.tt nite, i din have the voice to scream and i was holding the FLAG!!each class was to have a representative, my class was jessica.she said smethg abt teamwork lah.oh 3/5 was florayong.very funny.the guide was calling out for the 3/5 representative and she was in front of him..-too short- i was screaming there "haiya!too short!" she DIAO me.innocent me.-act innocent- anws, yar, lights off at 12.HAH!i bathe and slpt at 12.30.too tired lah.deb nd kellymoh torn..they jumped on mine and geraldine's bed while we were slpin.-idiotic-yup.
day 2: i woke up at 5.30.din bathe, quickly gt up and went to assemble.PO was kinda piss cos sme classes were late.i was still having my fever then.left for activites at 8 plus.first, we took a bus for 1hr30mins to reach the destination.we went to the EAR CAVE. oh, our guides superrrr fun.anws, we were the second grp to go into the cave.shalalala's grp was the first.the cave was kinda eerie at first and it was kinda small at the entrance.HENG, i'm short.anws, aida and jessica was leading, followed by ME!the cave was made up of limestones so it was kinda slippery.being lazy, wheneva we stopped, i wld sit and wait.even if the rock is sharp anot.my guide was lk laughin evrytme he see me sitin.-.-" oh, the first grp took lotsa tme so i sat alot..they had wendy who sprained her ankle.oh we saw lotsa lotsa BATS!!!sad to say, i din get to see batman.the bats look so cute..chubby lo.anws i tnk we took abt 1, 2 hrs to finish the cave..i touched so much bats' SHITS!!!and poor alili kena biten by a leach.poor dear.so much blooooooddddd!!!okok..yar..we went back and was super tired, i sat on a log and stoned while evryone helped alili and wendy.then when we were walkin, i felt smethg painful on my ankle...LEACH!!i saw and pull it out.cnt be bother, i continued walking.halfway, ppl gt injuried and crap.haix.anws, we walked back to the sampan and went to the resturant on the river.ate lunch there.then we went to do CANOPY WALK!!!it was high up.i was kinda scared lah..bt i wna feel hw is it to scare myself.-LAME- anws, walked one round and went back..waited for the princesses..deb, zara, jayclyn, amelia and naomi.we went to take the sampan to go to the RAPID SHOOTING. took the sampan wit aida, jessica, jan, adilah, alili and sme other ppl lah.while waiting to reach the destination, we started spraying water at each other and it started wit aida and jessica.b4 getting to the destination, we were wet and our guide was spraying water at us..he cheated too!he said nt to play if nt flood then he went back to the sampan and started splashing water at us and we of cos splashed back.we were so wet tt we din care..and wheneva we see any sampan frm our school, we start splashin at them!so cool.when we reached our destination, we swam and suddenly my nose bleed.-.-" tt mrs yong saw and she was scoldin me.-wadeva- oh we went back then, went back to the resort.had dinner and nite activites again.slpt at 11 plus..i tnk.
day 3: woke up at 5.30 again..bt aida came in earlier and was knockin on the door to wake us up.bt i was too slpy to bother abt it.kelly opened the door and i heard aida and alili laughin..ok..anws, yup, it was water activites all the way.ate breakfast and left for the activites.our first activite was FLYING FOX.i was the first to try it.then we had to CROSS RIVER. argh..super fun!aida was behid me.it was so fun tt we went again, along wit deb, zara, aisha, kelly..so fun!!!then we had lunch there..food was awsome.i din eat actually, i took sme frm my frens.-HAHAS- then it was fri, all the guides had to go for prayers so we were stucked there for abt 2 hrs bt we did our skit.i was in it, u knw.oh yar, abt 2.30, we went for our another activite, the WHITE WATER RAFTING.we learnt the safety procedures and off to the river.we padder!!!so cool.my grp was zara, jessica, suhaiza, suzlynn and gwen.we saw many of gwen's frens.i was wavin at them.the guide thot i was crazy.then we went for the MOTHER RAPIDS!!!it wasn tt scary..-diao- bt i was TANNED!!!finally.burnt evrywhere.oh..then we went back to the resort and bathed.we had to be rdy by 7.30 and had to eat dinner.since being the last day, deb and i ate more.we had our campfire then.we did our skit and won BEST CAMP ITEM!oh yes, i tnk ours was kinda funny lah.i acted!!!alili was so toot!!okok..we cheered for evryone.=P and yar, aft the campfire, we had to go and pack our rooms.we quickly pack and had to clean the room too!!!so dirrrrrty!then we went to train station and waited, evryone was tired and pekcek lah.me too.i almost cried.-.-" oh and the train wasn tt bad except theres tis man who keeps lookin at us s though he nv seen girls b4.we slpt until 9 plus and it was super cold.b4 tt, abt 3 plus, mr po and the teachers had meeting in our cabin and he was sittin in front of me, kicked my leg!!!-humpf- anws, we chit chat wit mrs yong tokin abt our class and wad we din lk.dnt lk melanie..-argh- okok.she had asthma, who cares..shhhh..shant tok abt her.we finally reached SINGAPORE at 11..i tnk.and had lunch wit aida, jan, jessica, adilah, her stead and jiawei.then took taxi wit jan..oh gosh.i rmb i nid to call her..tatas.

2006-01-17T20:41:00.000-08:00

i hope evryone will just hate me..seriously do.im sry to evryone i hurted.esp, YOU, HER and HER..im so sry.evryth was perfect as the way dey was, bt i ruin evrythg.i wish evryone wld just hate me.i so wna cut, cry.i cnt.cause of you, i wnt cut.crying?the tears just dnt wna flow out.i wna hurt myself for all those thgs i've done.i made you feel so bad.im so sry.and HER, i din mean to hurt her, i just feel so odd wit them.i din wn her to neglect or show attidude to you.and HER, im sry if i hurt her in anyways.i din mean those words i said bt i wnt regret it coz its da truth.

2006-01-15T20:13:00.000-08:00

hey ppl, i finally cooled dwn..joking.im not even fucked up!!playing only.
anws, today i went to cc as usual.BORING!!heng, teres jasmin to entertain us sia.oh yar, combine wasnt tt bad, i embrassed myself sia..played a very common song and played wrongly.haix.so peiseh.i was lk sayin sry to evryone!!!==" oh yes, to tell you the truth, i din cme tere to practice..its cause i felt lk huggin YOU!!!idiotic.i regretted cming and yes, wasn really enjoying myself.i felt so left out..HENG!!!my dear shiying was tere to pei me til the end.thks dear.uh huh..went to eat KFC...as usual.i realise i kept eating the same thing.-haha-who cares.i bought it.LOL.the four of us were super quiet today..-odd-cause smebody told smeone tt i felt left out..and smeone wna stop tokin to smebody to please me.bunch of lamo-s.wna find out who are they?nope..not gna tell yall!!got back and i was playing the yq lk mad!!!-whoohoo- act i felt kinda bad, i din wna tok to anyone.smeone was worried lah but smebody wasnt.oh heck me please and out of a sudden, smeone started crying..aiyaya..i din comfort her.-too sad- sry..oh smebody was lk "hafizah, your ------?!!"she pointed at her.i just carried on wit what i was doing..stoning..oh yea, smeone fell dwn, injured herself.i saw her flesh!!!so cool.i wished i was her tt tme, all those blood, all those PAIN!!!i tnk tt pain can make me happe again.all i got was a stoopid little cut on my hand.din bleed so much!!but it hurted.anws, we were lk helping to cover her wound and she was lk moving lk sme fish!!!ahah.so funny.oh yes, how nice, boo sent her home.left me and smebody..ahem..we toked.told her i felt lk crying, told her stuff.WAH!she told smeone.-humpf- oh yea, i dnt bother anymore.gosh i sound lk smebody now.aha!oh, smebody slapped me twice today.she shld hav slapped harder and more.haix.tml got school!!WHY!!?!!i dnt wna go.only three more days to camp.-cnt WAIT!!!-

2006-01-15T18:18:00.000-08:00

IM FUCK UP.

2006-01-13T21:46:00.000-08:00

quite depress lately.who cares.im really tired now bt i still gna blog before i slp.i knw now you still wna cut.pls tnk properly.dnt let us wry.cn you see tt evryone arnd is so wried for you?bt if u dnt bother den i wnt stop you anymore.go ahead for all i care.serious.bt if u wna cut, dnt ever cut in front of me unless you wna see me tear.im really sry coz i was da one hu made you cut.so sry.ppl, im for to blame.dnt scold her for cutting, scold me.i feel so helpless too.im silly to do tt.so ppl im sry.

2006-01-11T21:09:00.000-08:00

today was miserable lah.i got really bad headaches and tummyaches.it hurts so badly tt i cut myself.i was lk so fuck up.SHE* went scolding me coz i go toilet so long!?!WTH!and said its all my fault tt lopez dnt allow her to go!!!my prob rite?i cn do and go as and when i lk it.-bloody hell-anws, today was kinda ok.HAH!aft school, went findin priya!cldnt find her until i went to her class, tok to sme peeps and she appeared in front of me, well actually behide.LOL anws, yar, we had tt enrichment thgy.um..i took priya's badge and went takin da plastic off.i accidentally cut myself instead.-.-" bleed alot man.hah!i went suckin my blood.quite tasty pls.aft tt, went to music rm to find peeps.oh yes, ban da yqs to da malay rm.-hw nice- and yar, she played da yq.-.-" as if shes gna tak da exam!!!oh yes, she confisicated my PENKNIVES!argh!then she cut in front of me!!OMG!i was so helpless, i walked away.i went to da back of da malay rm, started ******.yea i did.ok.nt really tt much.i went back in and went to slp.-pig-then i went up to her and told her to stop.she of coz din listen!!!-humpf-i wanted to *** bt i held back.-sound dramatic sia-anws we slacked so much lah coz i dnt let her play da yq.abt 6.15 we went packin up.uh huh.oh yes, i tnk today was one of da suay-est day lah.first, i cut myself then i got tummyache then my penknives then her then my wallet then my fone!!!haix.i shall slp it all over.nitex.

2006-01-10T20:51:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!my god, i woke up super late and msg her.oh yes, i sat in the toilet, tryin to shit then.when i walked out my room, ppl had alr arrived!so fast!!!i went to bathe immediately.i went to watch tv wit my mommy then.more and more of my relatives came.tt man and tt lady came along wit my aunt.um..my mom was lk tokin to me and she said we occupy the living rm so tt my aunt's daughter cnt slp tere.and my aunt's hub was makin so much noise.noisy old man.anws, he and tt lady pangseh-ed my aunt, leavin her in my hse.un to nw, dey din show up.-frown- oh yes, i went kpo-in arnd, listenin to my aunts and mommy gossipin.boy dey cn gossip.i ate alot.oh yes, one point of tme, i felt lk slpin so went callin her.hah.we tok so happily.i forgtten abt my relatives.LOL i went out and eat and eat and EAT!so yar, my life is all abt eating lah.anws, aft evryone left, um..my aunt is stil arnd, waitin for tt fuck man and lady to fetch her.i went usin the com.so-call doin accounts hmwk.in the end, i chat wit others.hah.im too lazy lah.
my heart aches so badly nowadays.i dntknw why.

2006-01-08T19:41:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEEPS!yea, i just reached hme frm cc.boy it was a tiring day la.nt really bad.learnt new songs and a miracle happened.im finally fast!!!-clap hands- anws, i woke up super early, i hate it.yea to go cc la!i took the bus cos it was pouring super heavy.met sme co members on the bus.um.i din tok to them.kinda weird.when i reached tt cc, it was super empty la.i called tt woman, she din pick up.-LOSER-so i called my darling junior and she said she was in the kopitiam.i went there, saw si nga and sme girl frm sac.no idea who she is.yea then we chat awhile and went up.we went up, saw more ppl, then tt benboo ask me:"hafizah, you nv take the keys ar?" of cos nt la.stoopid!!!u din see any keys wit me rite?idiotic qn sia.anws, yea, we went ban-ing the yq, as i knw one had broke.i took the other one.and geraldine took the broken one, she din realise tt it was broken until smeone told her.-LOL- yea, we played sme stoopid cheena new yr songs and went for lunch.yes, tt woman came late la.i cnt be bothered and kept playin lo.and yea, during lunch, it was still pouring and yea, we went KFC.si nga cn really eat sia.i dnt mind, she treat us chickens.and yea, i ate alot.aft tt, we went back, played the yq and taught her hw to play the rest of tt stoopid idiotic song.-ppl dnt ever try teachin her, its hardwork.-and yar, i was kinda pms-ing tt tme.while evryone was happily playin tt song, i was stoning.she went off ealier, 4.and shirley wna go WS wit her.she ask me keep.lk hello!im no maid ok?i completely ignore both of them.she went asking geraldine, heng, geraldine smart enough nt to help her.and so she kept it herself.i was wondering, my junior ask me to cme to pei her, tt woman too, and i was the last to leave?tts kinda harsh.who cares and aft i tot of tis, i gt no mood to do anyth, i went toking to geraldine, huiqing and loretta, we toked abt fuck and crap.went hme wit huiqing and loretta.hmm..they are fun ppl la.yea, tt was my day.pathetic rite?i knw.ppl pangseh-ing me again and again.who cared again huh?i shld just forget trusting tt they wldnt pangseh me again.nw im havin a really bad headache.good.then i dnt need to use my brain ever again.

2006-01-07T23:41:00.000-08:00

HELLO!!!miss me?bet you did.haha.okok.its in the middle of the nite.shhh..ppl are aslp.dnt make so much noisy.dnt go in the kitchen to eat, ltr wait you grow fatter.must be lk me, i dnt go there at nite.coz there's too many roaches.yucks.im afraid.haha.im waiting for my mommy to tug me in bed b4 i go to slp..shes nt yet back lo.im still waitin.haha.evryone GOOD NITE!!

2006-01-07T15:26:00.000-08:00

HAH!ytd was da sec 1's orientation.as usual, no one looks interested.well, hu ask us to play da same song over and over again?!-ah boo!!!and he says he wns 50 and more ppl to join co.??!!-siao-anws, mrs boo came and my, she was lk bossin evryone arnd.she forced sam to hav a speech and she help her edit it.um..YES, joyce came, she looked so diff.look so mature..finally.LOL.anws, yea, mrs boo forced sam to say tt we hav a "malay" girl.-ahem- guess hu is she?MEEE!!yup.da first class was 1/3, so toot, nt lk us!!!yes, and when we started playin tt stoopid song, i tnk those ppl are lk tnkin:" my wad are dey playin?"-LOL- and yes, flora conducted, i shldnt hav sat in front coz lk wheneva i looked up, im used to lookin at a tall person and den ytd, i saw a shorty conductin, i kept smilin!!!so funny.anws, sam was forced to say, "we hav a malay girl here, hafizah" and evryone were lk cheerin and laughin at da same tme.so peiseh.and hw many tmes mus i repeat myself, im NOT MALAY!!!im CHINESE!!!-argh- and yea, we finished playin at 5 plus, well, ate dinner wit flora, da conductor for da day.LOL.and, im so nice, i pei her wait for her dad to fetch her.i MISSED THREE BUSES!LOL, and yea, saw sme seniors, dyed their hair, we were lk tnkin dey are desperate to dye their hair.OOPS.and yea, i stained my skirt, my, i went hme, usin my yr bk to cover it.LOL and i reach hme at 8.see, waited for flora's dad to cme la.LOL and yea, i was super tired, i went usin da com!!-yipee- yea, slept super early sia, 12!!!haha.yup tt was my day ytd.hmm.today, im gna hav my tuition, i missed it ytd, i MISSED THREE BUSES!!and i hav to tuition today.LOL.well, all da best lo.tatas.

2006-01-05T21:44:00.000-08:00

HAH!had started bein a guai kia!!-YAY-tis few days are kinda tirin, hav so many thgs to do, so little tme unlk last yr.well, as usual, gt rdy for orientation.um..goin quite well, i tnk.today, we had combines and lk super borin lo.haix.i hav nth to say exp i tnk i lost my report bk.OOPs.DIE!tml tt teacher wns it.LOL.heck her la.shit la.tml aso gt accounts.i hate tt smell.hw to FOCUS????!HAH!.yes.slpy..gtg bye.

2006-01-03T15:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPE NEW YEAR!!!yesyes..very slow.LOL.anws a yr had pass.so fast huh?wells, those ppl thks for da laughter and happe momeries.HAH!tis yr, dere are happe, sad momeries.sme will be kept in my heart, sme are just too hurtful and harsh for me to bare.yes, those ppl, i will treasure those momeries tt we had.
anws, ytd, went to PS to buy da stoopid cloth for da CO banner.HAH!we actually lost our way arnd orchard.okok lame.yar so went tokin lk sme hk tourists.LOL.so tt we wldnt be so pieseh.LOL.yar finally went callin ppl..HEHE!!!yea so we took 14 and went dere.-peiseh-and when we gt dere, we saw da this fashion sale!!!we saw boxers, we wanted to buy bt we scared we haven any $$$, so we went to buy wad we need to and den went off, since da sale had ended.LOL.yea, den we went to WS, popular and yt's mum called her to buy her stuff.-.-" so we went NTUC!!!haha.buyin da stoopid veggie and yes finally we gt to EAT!!!-yum yum- ate at macs, heng she wasnt workin yet.LOL.and while eatin and jokin, suay suay saw her!!!haha.in her little tootish clothes.yea den we quickly came out and went hme.
today was da first day of skool.nt too bad la.priya la.go 3.3 den i gt nobody.-sob- thk god aida and jan was dere.LOL.anws, i lost my fcukin tie.-die- my mum scolded me lo.hu cares la.yup i cnt use com at hme so im lk usin in skool.so lame.ppl enjoyin life and im stuck here in skool, bloggin.LOL.okok..tts all la.bye.

2005-12-29T19:46:00.000-08:00

YES!um..today, val came BACK!!!-yayers- at least i hav smeone to accompany me to toliets and etc.boy i miss her alot man.yes.why wld anyone tnk im sad?LOL -losers- even if im sad, i dnt tnk ppl wld care so why shld i be sad?-weird- anws, hah, da year is lk so endin, i keep on recallin wad happened tis year..happe and sad memories.boy i hope i dnt cry.tis year i made new frens..bestie.nw im so loosin her.oh wells, hu cares.-falalalala- i hav no hopes and wishes, i jus wna hav tt frenship tt we had..we were so happe den, nw its lk we seldom tok and yada.anws, today's co wasnt tt bad la, i did get to play!!!haha.today, i ate lunch wit yt dey all.so fun cn.beta den goin wit her.at least i wnt feel as though im so extra.hu am i kiddin, i am extra.anws, i tnk da uncle put alcohol in our pratas..we were LOL-in so hard and immitatin ppl so badly tt i felt lk peein!!!boy, its super funny la!!!i tnk it was da best of da 3 days man!!!lets do it again!!!!tml yq ppl are lk cmin earlier to practice!!!so GUAI!!!well, im goin bt i wna eat lunch wit them again.i hav to do PLANNIN!!yes.unbelievable.LOL.-falalalala- yesyes, wad was i sayin?haha.i dntknw.cnt rmb so ya.BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES!!!

2005-12-28T23:08:00.000-08:00

my heart ache wheneva i cnt comfort her.i feel so hopless, i knw i am.seein her go though all tis, hurts alot.i tnk im da one hu is so bloody selfish, i din tnk of ur feelings.im so sry.mayb i shld be da one disappearing, nt u.i became a burden to u.yes.i am.so sry.i hate my life so bloody much.i shant be a burden to u anymore.again, im sry.truly am.

2005-12-27T19:12:00.000-08:00

BACK!!!~yesyes..present..i made too ugly..decided to giv other thg instead!LOL
yesyes..today co was.as usual weird!?!?!ok.i dntknw why.bt it feels so weird.whoohoo!~bt its fun when u get lotsa presents!yesyes..did i mention those hu haven giv me yet, deadline, tml!!!yesyes back to story, came hme quite early, i guess, waitin to watch da chnnl U, 2pm show.i forgtten da tittle.haha okok, while waitin, open up PRESENTS!!!haix..i realise my dear junior and fren, bought da same thg!?!haha.peraphs dey went together!?!?!wells, hope those hu gt my cookies lov it!!?!stoopid fren dnt wn my cookies.gna get her another thg.hey i made gd cookies ok!?!?!anws, yea, haix ltr i gt tuition.oh wells.yea.bye.gtg eat dinner.

2005-12-27T16:58:00.000-08:00

x'mas passed..presents are given.haha.tokin crap!hey i din update so long le.LOL..my english so powderful hor!!!?!LOL anws, today had CO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so boring.anws, we xchange pressies!!!those out dere haven giv me beta giv me by tml!!is tt clear!?!?!oh my, tt reminds me, i hav to go make flora's pressie!!!oops..update ltr.BYE!!

2005-12-24T20:08:00.000-08:00

tml is x'mas!!!

2005-12-20T19:41:00.000-08:00

just gt back hme.went out wit jayclyn and shirley.wells, went to tm den century den whitesands den eastpoint.hehe.wells, we actually bought tickets to watch "perhaps love" um..kinda boring.den shirley and jayclyn kept makin so much noise!humpf!den evryone kept shhh-ing us!oh wells, halfway thru da movie, we decided to go out b4 evryone scolds us.hehe.aft goin out, we were lk LOL-ing our heads off!-lame- anws den went to see her.wahahahaha.-look so toot- she told us she din wna tak our order.-stoopid- her manager was behind her only.wahahaha.-loser- yar, den went window shoppin.went to eastpoint wen my mommy force me to go hme!!!went hme wit jayclyn.we walked hme.so tiring.yesyes.nw im lk in pain.-sob- jayclyn and shirley shld knw why!?!-shhh!!!dnt tell them- LOL.ok.shant blog anymore.watch tv is much beta and i will 4get da pain.P.S i feel hungry!!!shall go eat too.hehe im on a food diet!!!LOL!!byes

2005-12-20T09:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPE BIRTHDAY TO JAYCLYN!!!!!
and since its near x'mas.shall giv only one and u'll recieve it on da nxt co practice.hehe..

2005-12-18T19:40:00.000-08:00

OMG!im listenin to tt x japan song.-no idea-yes, if i ever fall in love wit them, i knw who influence me.hehe.anws, im feelin much beta aft restin.becmin hyper again!hehe.i told u i was tired.my hand still hurts aft she twist it.-dnt fren her- oh wells, its my fault.-stoopid hafi- anws, took neoprint wit dey all.um..it was da worst neoprints i ever took!!!=.=" and for da first tme, i din decorate da prints!-buy 4D-oh wells, i actually slpt.now u shld knw hw tired i was.yesyes.hehe.oh yes, changed skin.um..previous one look lk i was heartbroken or smeth.wells, tis is more personal la.tt is wad i feel lk doin smetmes.oh wells, one day, i shall disappear and see wad life wld be w/o me.hmm..shld be more peaceful.oh wells, until tt day cmes, life will nv be peaceful.yes.tues is dear jayclyn's b'dae.miss u!er..lets go out.-ask mommy first- smebody, bleedin, din wna move abt!=.="hehe.yingting, my xiaomei, miss u so much too.yesyes, one day we shall go out, mayb watch H.P again?!!?hehe.priya, miss u aso, haven forgtten abt u ok!?!hehe.practically tok almost evryday.cnt wait til we meet again!hehe.flora, work hard ok?hav fun too.no worries ok?!u cn do it.aft u earn all tt money and hav freetme, we shall hang or smeth.yesyes.um..WOW!i blog tt much!?!ok.shant blog liao til nxt tme.byes

2005-12-18T16:23:00.000-08:00

HELLO!im back frm cc.-whoohoo!-im really tired.tts all i cn say rite nw.-brain nt workin-i shall go slp first.nitex

2005-12-16T14:48:00.000-08:00

yesyes..aft watchin "love on a diet", i shall go diet too..so fun!hehe..start exercisin and crap!if she cn do it, so cn i!anws, BORED!my oh my, my tutor is nt cmin today!he has sme kinda business trip.so only nxt wk den we will start.YAY!anws, yesyes..oh wells..tml goin out wit jayclyn to play badminton!!!whoohoo!!!shall start my diet tml den.hehe..

2005-12-15T13:32:00.000-08:00

well, today we are havin movie marathon!WHOOHOO!!!watch movie frm 11 plus until nw..nw watchin H.P and chamber of secrets.0.- LOL.yes, so sian.nt allowed to da com bt since im so bored.i heck care.well, tml im havin tt bloody boring tuition.0.0 my god, wad a pity.i nt free nw.hehe.well, i tnk on sun, i hav to leave early or smeth coz havin tuition tt day too.HUH!!!SIAN!bloody bored!!!yesyes, i shall continue watchin H.P!!!BYE!!!

2005-12-14T11:40:00.000-08:00

ytd was quite fun.it was my sis's b'dae.went to JB.er..din buy alot of things.-sob-anws, went watch "AEON FLUX" at CS.a nice movie.hehe.yup den went to eat SWENSEN!!!wahahaha.aft tt, went to cut my hair at SPEED.um..ok.i tnk tis one is much much beta den tt onion hair!!!muahahaha.yup, we aso went to see all kinda TVs.yup gna get one.i tnk its LCD!!!WHOOHOO!!!uh huh.oh well, tts all.byebye.

2005-12-13T01:21:00.000-08:00

today was kinda boring.for the first tme in 2 yrs, i went for tuition.-surprise-anws um..yesyes, dis morning, called her, i tot she was working.CHEY!in the end, she din.so peiseh.hehe.she said wad crap abt hanging up on me, actually, i hung up b4 i heard anyth.hehe.anws aft tokin to her, went for tuition, did english!WOW!i had 5 redo-s.WHOOHOO!haha.half way, my dear priya called me..hmm..i told her to call back at 9..well.she din lo!i called her at 9.59!!!tok for awhile and yar she was sick so she need to rest.-GET WELL SOON!!!-yup i went to watch tv until now.wahahaha.i knw knw..its late.whoohoo.who cares, evryone is asleep except me and my bro.well he's nt important.waiting for smeone to cme online and tok to me.coz im freaking bored.my gosh, my life is always boring, do you realise?hehe.tts my life.wahahahaha.i shall go disturb ppl who are asleep and crap.yesyes.today's my sis's b'dae.um..goin to JB to celebrate it.L.A.M.E!!!why dere?coz my mum pick it.and why?coz its cheap!!!=.="

2005-12-11T22:09:00.000-08:00

I'M BORED.anyone wna cme and play wit me?

2005-12-09T18:51:00.000-08:00

yesyes, hmm..today was kinda bored, tok to her in da mornin and her batt dead.so yeah.went online and nobody i wna tok to so i went bloggin.yup..blog blog.aft tt went to disturb my bro.played his ms acc and almost died.yesyes, i was bored.so we watched h.p.nw you knw hw bored we were.aft da bloody movie, went online again, chat ahwile and went to clean da study rm!fucking messy!yup.clean clean clean!found lotsa roaches' SSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!YUCKS
i dare nt touch them told my maid to wipe it all up.wahaha.im so mean.yesyes.nw its still bloody messy bt i cn see da floor!!!FINALLY!haha.uh huh.so damn tired.im still really pissed wit tt person who deleted my taggies in shilin's blog!!!tt person is so irritating.yup.HUH!nth to blog abt.yups.comments?hehe

2005-12-08T20:51:00.000-08:00

IM BORED.

2005-12-08T05:41:00.000-08:00

yesyes.today i had been blogging and tag at shilin's blog as usual.saw flora's taggie.OH yesyes.i tnk smeone hack her chatterbox's acc and deleted her taggies!!!MY TAGGIES!!!sobsob.if i find tt person, im gna suan it until it wishes it was dead!!!wahahaha.im so mean!!!
yesyes..anw my dear hubs forced me to write abt her.well..um.i wrote liao.ok.bye

2005-12-07T19:49:00.000-08:00

YTD was a cleaning day for me..i had been cleaning da study rm frm morning to nite.WAH!tiring!yesyes, my siblings was suppose to help me, in da end, i was doing it all by myself.haix.and yesyes..took a short shower and went to da kitchen to get FOOD!arrrrrrrrrrh!i saw 2 huge roaches in da kitchen!i was so scared.obviously din get my FOOD!damn sad.da whole nite, i watch DVDs!whoohoo!i watch h.p first to da third!wahahahaha.i fell aslp during da third one, i woke up and went switch off as i tnk i was too tired.yesyes, i slp at 5 plus.today woke up by my stoopid ringing phone.i knew who was calling, she la.woke me up at 9 plus!!!mad leh.and she still cn ask "eh, are you slping?" obviously nt right?woke up liao la!GONG!yesyes, i spent da whole morning, practically tokin to her.den she had to make her e-z link.haix.poor her.i tnk she was pms-ing in da morning.yesyes.hung up and started using da com as usual.aiya!ltr i hav to clean my mum's rm too!and im nt done wit da study rm!!!heck care.im too tired.hehe.yesyes..today is 8th dec..smeth wrong wit my acc thingy..cnt adjust da tme and date.SIAO!okok.. today is da 8th of dec and tme is 11.59.wahaha.

2005-12-05T04:23:00.000-08:00

dnt be scare of me, im just playing wit u.ok?i will try not to be so fierce ok?heh.
anw.haha.today as usual, BORING!haix.den tt lady called me, tok for awhile, she had to eat.*PIG!* wahaha.OHYES.haha.i guess it correctly lo!im so smart.smarter den anyone else.WHOOHOO..yesyes.goin out to malaysia tml..anyone who wns souvenirs or wadsoeva.tag my board and i will tnk abt it.hehe.im so mean!yesyes.for priya and flora, duh i will buy smeth la.dnt worry!hehe.

2005-12-04T05:06:00.000-08:00

heys.whole day out.first,HE wn me cme cc, i diedie aso dnt wna go, cnt i spend tme wit my family?its nt lk we get to do this leh!!!anws, went to eat breakfast wit family at macs.den sent my granny go her sis's hse.frm tampines to yishun leh!mad.oh yesyes, go toa payoh la.so shuay.i hate tt place.anws went dere, see furnitures!?!my parents la.weird la.so many televisions liao,dey still wna buy plasma!yesyes, while window shopping, my parents cnt make out their minds and quarrelled!aiyo.so childish leh!quarrel becoz of where to go!!?hehe.anws abt 1 plus, head for my dad's fren's place.i tnk its a new born son and dey wna u knw..cut da ahem ahem*.okok.yar.da baby was cute la.my mum say it remind her of muah when i was little.awww..so cute!hey nw aso cute ok!?!hehe.den went hme la.practice yq again!OMG!im too hardworking liao la.!?although i was tired, i still practice!?am i mad?oh yesyes, my mum la, halfway practicing, she ask me go wash car.=.="
i did!hur.den went back and practice again.den my dinner sucks!ate noodles!curry flavour.eeeyer.i wn mee goreng lo!dnt have!so tao ren yan!yar..oh i realise my life is so boring.haix.

2005-12-03T01:15:00.000-08:00

yesyes.ytd was a terrible day.my evilish bro took my beloved present and throw it into the dustbin!i was so sad.i started crying.OMG!my bro nw knw my weakness!the present is so dear to me cn!!!oh yes.i said i dnt knw u anymore.i said tt out of anger.i din mean it.i was scared becoz i dnt wna lose u.im sorry.ok?

2005-12-01T05:15:00.000-08:00

NO MOOD!!! pms-ing the whole day.smebody forgotten to call me right aft her sis fax!!!
irritated!!! rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrahhhhhhhhh!
yesyes.practically did nth, i kept myself free, tnking tt she will call back!!!im so stoopid.my life today was wasted.haix.anw i did use the com lk mad.im goin addicted to it.wahaha.

2005-11-30T01:59:00.000-08:00

YO!just returned from the farewell bbq and chalet.well had fun.um.went escape during the day, wahaha force flora to cme wahaha.smebody hated all the rides.oh yes, we went high when we gt there.wahaha din really eat lotsa things as it wasnt enough and no mood!haix.oh yes, aft evryone left, we found a tray of chicken wings!mel, cass and flora were staring at each other and started running to the pit!they greedy pigs wna eat!of coz i joined in!whoohoo!whoa!they treat me lk little kid lo!they dnt let me, start fire, get wet in the rain, help bbq!whoa!in the end, i sat in the chalet and stared blinkly into space, went in and out of the chalet, waiting for the wings to be bbq!rrrrrrrrrah!actually, wasnt really hungry, ate for fun coz din feel lk slping, a reason to stay up.wahaha!ok yea, kinda lame bt true ar.oh yes, we stop bbq at abt 4 plus.and ate evrything, when to play play awhile.raped flora again!started putting my feet into her.ahem!hehe den slept.den tt stoopid shirley tan, make so much noise.CNT SLP!rrrrah!oh yes, today, woke up at 7,sat there and felt lk puking!and rush out of the chalet, went for yq exam!orh, flora so sweet, sent me to the busstop.and pei me until nicole cme!hehe she so rock my world nw.wahaha for nw la.oh yes, nicole came late and waited for her lo!haix.and took mrt to bugis and took taxi to the campus.wahaha.well, i did quite fair la.it was ok la.oh yes, i heard nicole's exam piece, i dnt knw wad to say.hehe ok im toking rubbish again.hehe anws went back to chalet and met flora, cass, sonia and jialin at cheers and headed for macs.flora was giving disgusting details abt the drinks!yucks!yea.headed back to the chalet and woke evryone up.haix.in the end, i was the last to leave the room!hehe.peiseh!yesyes.din knw wad to do, sat there and stared.den went back hme.wahaha.

2005-11-28T19:50:00.000-08:00

for thw whole day, i did nothing bt practice and use the com.gosh it was boring.oh God, worried for flora.really hope she cn pass!mine is lk a couple of days ltr.gosh so fast.nvm, i try to fail for the sake of failing.anw tml is CO chalet!whoohoo!i was hoping to stay over night there, so cool.wahaha.oh yes, then the nxt day, i will have to fly to take my exam!wahahaha.gd plan!wahaha

2005-11-27T19:10:00.000-08:00

whoohoo!today was so-so.just came back nt long ago.oh yes.had sectionals in the morning as usual.combines was actually short and boring.practically did nth bt stare at the clock.oh yes.ate lunch at KFC, wit shiying and flora.actually there were lotsa sacians.but too bad, dey wna go out.hur.oh yes, ate and evryth.left, saw mr boo at coffee shop and flora being the hyper one, call out to jasmine.she was lk shouting "lao jasmine!" and pretended lk nth had happened, blame it on shiying.so mean!haix.childish.i was lk walking lk a mature lady!whoohoo.anw yea, went back practice awhile and again tt flora wna play tt stoopid yq.so gave her lo.i played her zr.wahaha.i played naner ok!hur.and yea, i was happily playing when flora asked me to join in their conversation wit jasmine and geraldine.so i did.dey were toking abt encounters wit ghosts and stuff lk tt.aft listening to their stories, started having really bad headaches.whoa!oh yes, went out to get some fresh air and tok abt ghosts again.-.- i tnk witout ghosts in our lifes, it wld be so boring.haix.wad to do?hehe.so yea, geraldine scared her dear lao pa scold her so we went up to tok again.wahaha.we tok frm 2 plus to 4.30.whoohoo.so yea.waited for flora's dad to fetch and left.haix.tml i maybe coming to cc again.-.-" wit val of coz.yesyes.so you all cn come find me there.wahaha.p.s flora:all the best for ur exam!!!you cn do it de.!!jiayou!whoohoo.im off.

2005-11-26T21:12:00.000-08:00

hey back from cc.for these 2 days, had been busy practicing in cc.oh my, im such a hardworking ass.whoohoo.anw today, din knw have performance, HE nv tell us and blame flora.poor her.-.- oh yes, HE force ppl to perform solo since HE had so much tme.HE went to pick.oh God, HE aso ask me perform, thank God, i played lk shit.HE dnt wn.wahahaha.but flora did perform!wahahaha.POOR THING!!anw we watch the whole performance, my, all the grannies werent even listening.haix.but they still got these few fans.hehe.i wasnt really listening until flora went to the stage and perform solo!whoohoo.i was lk screaming and everything.whoa!flora, see im such a nice ass!LOL.wahahaha.anw she played so many mistakes, nobody notices it except me, shirley chua and siewling.wahaha.we record the whole thing dwn in her phone, so anyone wna see tt horrible performance, cn go find flora yourself.wahahaha.oh yes, haix, the two school are so-call fighting AGAIN!-.-dnt understand youngsters these days.my i sound lk a granny.oh yes, i found out who maomao is now.wahaha.LAME!mingming and maomao!-.-" hehe.oh God, i realise flora is such a flirt.got wife, gaystead and everything.=x oh shit, tml, i feel tt its gna be boring.haix.who cares.im still going!wahahaha.oh just pray lo.

2005-11-22T15:37:00.000-08:00

OMG!rupert grint is so cute.but he has lots lotsa pimples.today yingting and me were chatting and finding pictures of our idols.rupert grint and tom felton.we found out that they are tall and evrything.
and found out that daniel is only 1.66m!hehe.oops.at least hes taller than our hubby, the pig.ahem*
oh yes.today is a rainy and windy day..dont intend to bathe.wahahaha.anw yar, yingting sarah and i are mad over them.wahahaha..sarah---daniel.yingting---tom me---rupert.hehe.enough abt them..
lets talk abt tml.OMG!tml's co and thurs' are gna be long long LONG!from 9 to 6!!!are they mad.we cnt handle that much tme!!!its too much!although our exams are coming doesn mean that we have to have double the co!its all because of the schedule.oh yes.we are only to get an hour rest!wth!oh yes, priya im such a nice ass, i help u make your blog!!!wahaha..thank me quick!hehe.anw i tnk lotsa ppl will pon.whoohoo

2005-11-20T21:49:00.000-08:00

hey ppl im back!sorry for the late entry.too many things had happened.-.-
ok.lets start frm ytd.went escape wit my family.fun la.den gt so dizzy.felt lk puking.i tnk it was the heat.anw saw isabell and her family la.i was lk shouting her name in front of so many ppl!oops.evryone knws her name!whoohoo!meanie!hehe
gt really tired and headed for my ah ma's hse.whoohoo.tot gna watch movie lo.in the end, evrything sold out so no choice bt to watch today!my dear aunty bought 5 tickets for us.den my mum wna watch.my aunt had no choice bt to give.haha.
anw den my parents fetched us frm dere and went to ep.whoohoo!shopping at last!went hang ten and bought lotsa things.until whenever there is lk a discount, i will take it.haha.now gt this 15 bucks hang ten bag!wahaha!i tnk my mum cried coz i spent so much!haha.anw went to look at pets at safari.hehe.all those cute puppy and kittens.adorable rabbits.gosh i actually wna buy one!hehe.den head home!TIRED!the nxt day..well today la.woke up damn late.1030!arrrrrrrrh.went to bathe and crap, practice my yangqin for awhile and head to grab the harry potter tickets and waited for my cousin to come.and we were off.whoohoo.the movie was super nice la.u guys mus, mus MUS watch!anw den we were tired head home again.nw im here lk sittin and farting la.hehe.

2005-11-18T18:42:00.000-08:00

i went friendster started adding everyone just to forget wad happened these few weeks.its abt 2 weeks since we tok.orh well.i still have to persevere even though she doesnt wna.orh well.jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!gna watch tvee now.byes.

2005-11-16T20:41:00.000-08:00

flora:forget it.i already knw tt you dun wna be friends wit me.and i din tell evryone ok!i only told ppl who i trusted.i dun have many friends i cn trust ok!
i dun wna blog abt this.its such a waste of tme.

went tm wit priya and shirley.toopid jayclyn and zac din cum!so sad!
anw watch excorism again!haix.first i watch wit tt girl mah.nt fun actually.
this tme was more fun!sat in the middle of priya and shirley!
haix.one stoning.one talking!sian!
haix.i was laughing wit priya a usual.then when there was a scary part or sumth.
ppl behind were screaming and evryth.those ppl were lame.oops!
heh.aft watching the movie.
went arcade.heh.
played air hockey again!
hah.then we raced wit each other.
the firt round.i lost.
second.i won!i was first!
yay!
went window shopping.yar.bought lotsa things!
lk earrings and penknife!heh
went hm damn early la.
suppose to be back by 7.
we went hm abt 615.
gosh tt super early!
thanx priya and shirley for pei-ing me today.
i tnk i really needed tme to enjoy.

2005-11-15T19:10:00.000-08:00

YAY!finally CO was cancel coz of the Os.heh.
went to amanda's hse to practice and watch movies!
and yar.b4 tt, went to 711 to buy snacks and evrything for the movie!
and guess wad!
we saw slysim there.hehe
gosh den i was lk running aft him for his auto.
i couldnt find him!
i was jumping and shouting "where!where!"
hehe..evryone pointed at tt NTUC!
he was looking at something la..
i just wok up to him and ask him..
in a soft gentle voice!
haha.gosh so not lk me!
anw yar.amanda forced me to take another one for her fren!
so go la!
hehe
anw watch movie til 5+ and so on so on.

tnk wad deeper?
you wn me to break dwn and evrything huh?
you too have to tnk for others ya?
its not fair if i give in to evrything you say.
and so if tt tme was crucial to you.you shld have told me.
oh and so other tmes when you left me dere alone.
wasnt it even more crucial to me?
i din do anything.i forgave and forget.
why cnt you?
and wad crap abt fate?
so you tnk tt we arent meant to be frens huh?
too much leh.
i tot you understand hw it feels to lose a fren so dearly to you?
guess i was wrong.

2005-11-14T18:31:00.000-08:00

stress.sad.confused.tired.
these are my feelings for the whole matter.
need i say more?
i cn wait for you to forgive and forget everything.
if you dont wna carry on the friendship.
i cnt do anything.

2005-11-13T22:24:00.000-08:00

wow!today went cc, was hoping that she wld talk to me.in the end.
we broke our record of not talking to each other.i was kinda disappointed that she din go KFC today.
i was too sad to practice.
i felt betrayed.
i feel as though a sharp object has stabbed me in my back.
its not her.
it was that woman.
i felt so used.
i may sound mean but its true.
im confused.
why did my junior accompany her?
not me?
its not fair.
juniors shld ting their seniors.
well yea, she's also her senior.indireactly la.
but thank God, i had shirley.
she said that, she din know me anymore.
well, i gave everything i could le.
she doesnt see it only.
i just wna tell you that, i hope you're happe wit whatever results you have now.
i just know that i miss you alot.
anw lets talk abt what happened today.
yeayea..din talk to her.
i could see that she was happe wit the ppl around her.
so i din disturb.
then had fun wit huiqing, loretta and shirley.
haha
they are so funny.
then i started cursing her.
pekcek la.
then when shiying ask this stoopid qn."why never talk to flora?"
got so fed up,
i walk away.
i went home wit huiqing they all lo.
then 5.30 went to mr teacher's house!
whoohoo!
got my yangqin!
my dream!
then paid and everything.
left.
went to parkway.
shopshop.
bought bras and everything.
and went window shopping!
and i saw..
watches, handphones, bags!
and i know she loves wearing watches,
saw her type pf phone twice.
and saw one of her bags.
gosh, i realise i miss her a lot.
i just wish i could tell her that.
I MISS YOU!!!

2005-11-12T18:22:00.000-08:00

haha.
talk to shirley from 11.30 to 2.15!
gosh damn tired after that.
woke up damning late la.
then i watch tv for the whole afternoon.
actually stoning la.
thinking about stuff!
haha
then read my tagobard.
dots.
flora?gosh.
she wrote that?
i dont know seriously.
went to check la.
thanx to yingting.teaching me how to check.
it was her!
her computer!
damn saddening.
anw yea lk tt lo.
bye

2005-11-11T20:18:00.000-08:00

feeling sad today.no reason.just sad.
bored.used the com the whole day, waiting for someone to appear.
listen to songs, almost cried la.
i actually understood the songs.
gosh.
i had no one to talk to the whole day.
oh well.
anw today, i made a new friend, JU, the ghost.
hah
she is the unghostly ghost.
haha
so funny can!!!!you should go see what i wrote to her.
haha
damn funny!wahahaha
aiya nothing to update about le.
bye

2005-11-10T19:49:00.000-08:00

wa lau leh.
suddenly so many peeps lk scolding others' on their blog!
i also kana!wth!
actually i dont mind them hating me.
but dont need to tag my blog and write nasty comments.
you dont lk your name is it?
dont know how to tag wit your name.
then use other people's name.
pls la.
she not that mean ok.
opps flora.just igrone the msg and taggies.
coz i thought it was you.opps
sorry!
anw today din have the mood to practice.so ya.
gosh the whole day, i had been using the com!
rrrrrrah!im going addicted!
haha
anw mr teacher called me to tell me that we must go for tuitoring coz we dont actually play that well.
so he wants us to pay fee and stuff just to have tuition wit him!
the fee cost so much!got no $$
anw this afternoon, after chatting and toking to flora.
when i called her again.
she sounded pekcek!
i dont know what had happened.
but i worry for her.so many things had happened.
duh worry lahs!well i dont think she would wna tell me.
oh well.its ok.haha opps.gtg.byes

2005-11-09T21:47:00.000-08:00

OPPS!!!din get to update ytd.busy helping ppl to do their profile.come i shall tell you what happened ytd..
had meeting, came at 10 plus, ate breakfast wit sam and mel.i became the coffee shop aunty!
then had meeting at 1130 which lk started 30mins ltr coz of all the latecomers!heh
we discuss abt the bbq and crap.talked alot of crap.heh lk 183 club and etc.
then we had lotsa time, so the com members decided to play truth or dare.well nobody actually say truth so its kinda dare only.
i kana 4 times, first i had to go to a CB person and say "I LOVE CB" gosh!
then i had to go to the second level hallway there and dance the chicken dance!gosh and they made me do it so many time ar!watch out ar!
then the other dare was to sing songs wit the duster and everything.me and cass were lk on but yiling and aiting were lk stonin over there!-.-"
the last dare was to go down and shout "WE LOVE BENBOO" which is not true.
anw had fun before co started.
then we fall-in at 2.00 sharp!well those ppl who were 1min late, gave them chance.
2.30 we went to the music room but PB was still using it so we had to wait...wait...and wait...
they went off at 2.40 and we went in the room and start bringing the chairs and everything in.
by the time mr and mrs teacher came, we were all settle and begin practicing.
mr boo tested the ppl who were taking exam first.unluckily, yangqin had to play first.well nicole play first and he said comfirm fail de.then he ask me play, i improved but then he say too slow.oh well today im goin to amanda's hse to practice so who cares!
then aft testing everyone.we practice naner.well the percussion was bad so he practice wit the percussion section only.then became the two of the xiaogu-s and mrs teacher was unhappe so she took one of the yangqin players and played the gu for them.she say "AFIZAH!go play the gu show them how to play."gosh me?!well its actually easy la.maybe when i play the gu, it wld be the last time i ever played for an audience.so yar i play hard!
hooray for me!
then mr teacher tested the tanpo section, one by one.well he tested pipa then liuqin then yangqin..
dots...he blabber abt his daughter again.i got mad.played really hard.heh everyone looked at me.
hack care them.i continue playing louder!haha
gosh i just rock my world!
anw gosh.mrs teacher is gonna buy her daughter a new yangqin.so lucky.
i told her say i want the old one.
yay!
and that night, she called me askin whether i want the yangqin anot.and lk duh of coz i want it!
and then mr teacher say that i look very hardworking so he wanna give me the yangqin lo.tuned and ready to be send.heh
hooray for me..
went to amanda's hse today.gosh before that.
we wanted to loan the yangqin in skool first.so we went to skool.
the guard stopped me lo.he talk a lot of crap la.
he say cannot go in, in hm clothes.so amanda went to buy bks.
then elaine came and ask me go in.
so we tried.the guard still dont let me go in.then i saw a couple of girls in hm clothes and i talk back.sayin "how come they can come in and i cant?they also wearing hm clothes wad!"i was so angry la.wanted to go in but then he stopped me again.
so i went to hj there to take skirt frm her.
she din wna come dwn so i had to go all the way to her hse and take the skirt.
by then i was tired!
hurrrr...
then nicole came and we went to take the yangqin.
that lady din want us to come lo.
she scolded us la.anw took the yangqin and brought to amanda's hse.
which is lk all the way behid the flats and everything!
haha we had fun there.
we rested for awhile.ate our lunch.we ate noodles!haha
then started practicing.
amanda's hse was small so we had to one by one play.haha
so cool la!
then i played in the balcony.
haha so fun!
look damn pro la!!!
haha then tried recording amanda playing the yangqin.but in the end deleted everything.
she played too messy!
haha
then i practice until 4.
went hm wit nicole.
we were too lazy so we took cab lo.
haha then i stopped so far frm my hse la
i walked very slowy!haha
reached hm..almost slept.too bad..
mum came hm ask me wash car.
so i washed.then lk tt lo.
whee..hopefully tml my mum allow me to go amanda's hse again!
haha
gtg.byes
p.s happe birthday!!!play hard while you can!

2005-11-07T16:50:00.000-08:00

today i get to know what class i going next year.
really wanted to go 3/3.
but in the end, i went to 3/2.
boo!
priya is lk going to 3/3.
congrads priya!
well lotsa frens are going to 3/2
lk..aida!deb!kelly!
gosh is lk most of the 1/3'04-ers are in 3/2.
quite good lo.
miss them so much.
yupps.
now i get to be united with most of the 1/3-ers le!
yay!
i just have to deal with the fact that i stoopider lo.
i think next year would be fun.
hooray!

2005-11-06T19:37:00.000-08:00

wa lau leh.
i dont come to cc, i am in a wrong.
i come to cc, i am also in a wrong.
when is it your fault?
YOU!
i come cc with good intentions,
but you made it into a horrible intention.
i regretted being there.
i duno why.
i wish i would just vanish from this world.
so i dun need to worry for anything or anyone anymore.
and YOU.
i duno who you are le.
seem that you change a lot.
i feel as though we have nothing in common.
i feel so alone.
i feel so left out.
i duno what to do le.
-smile.

2005-11-05T22:16:00.000-08:00

heyys.went to celebrate flora's birthday la.well priya couldnt come so i was alone la.then thank God yingting was there to accompany me.hooray for yingting.felt kinda weird la.duno why.
anw we watch so-call horror movie, in the end, i sat there, stoning la.haha oh ya, yingting went home early la.she din watch the movie with us.anw thanks yingting.you rock my socks la.
anw went home at 7 la.din wanna kpo around liao lo.haha coz they all going to walk walk around la.lazy la.
reached home about 7.30.aiya as usual hari raya, people come my house, so-call entertain them lo.aiya at least i earn $$!!!wahaha.

2005-11-04T22:30:00.000-08:00

selamat hari raya!yea..can stop fasting liao!ytd earn about $40 lo.haha today earn only $2.coz din go to many places, just went to a relative's place and she gave me liao.actually everyone gave me ytd liao.so they dont owe me anything.only my cousin from malaysia gave me lo.at least better than my siblings, they din get anything.haha.
anw gtg.i got no mood for celebrations now.byes

2005-11-02T20:57:00.000-08:00

YAY!!tml is lk hari raya.dun need to fast liao!!!YAY!well today's CO was as usual, boring.din really practice la.i just found out why val so long din come for CO.she so sick!!!poor her.anw ask my mother whether i could visit her and she said NO!!!so irritating la.anw i then ask whether i could celebrate flora's birthday on sat and she said NO!!!i then tot it was unfair la.so i scolded her la.she then say what crap about hari raya.i so long nv ask her stuff liao.she cnt even let me out.so sad la.gosh i dun care.i will go out on sat even if means rebelling my parents.oh yea, i was hoping to go cc this week.i need the time to do thingys...shhh.cnt tell you what la.-smiles.anw gtg.byes.

2005-10-30T19:35:00.000-08:00

today was so boring la.supposed to watch movie with priya, nabilla and zac but mother dun allow.so i stayed at home.opps!supposed to go cc today.sory flora.i forgotten.= P.haix tml got CO.dun wna come lo.nvm.tml they say got special thingy.shhh...must come so early la.dots everywhere la.haix.got nothing to write about liao.byes.

2005-10-28T06:52:00.000-07:00

halo!yup today is lk the last day of skool.yay!nth much just watch a few performances put up for the creative com.haha 2/3 din get in as tot.but 2/4 did.priya and i were cheering for them.hey lk wad are frens for?-smile and we had achievers day.hai~din cheer for my class coz i counldnt find anyone!cheered for frens i knew from diff classes.wa im such a nice gurl.= P oh our dear mrs lim is leaving the skool, which is a bad thing.she cnt teach us art!-sobs although she is leaving, she will always be in our hearts.
got back report books.hah i got promoted!well 3 ppl din get promoted.hai~all the best to them la.anyways we still duno the classes we got in, duno why they cant tell us today!?anyways hoping to get into 3/3.that is so me la.O.O oh yea, today priya got back her phone and almost got it confiscated again.lol.today see many ppl cried.i din hor.i told myself i wun cry becoz of results.coz i know i did my best.but the best needs more improvement.-laughs
although skool ended, i still have CO during the holidays.-boo.lk holidays are for us to rest and they want us to come back just to have CCAs?!abit too much la.oh well i just have to tahan!i realise that i began to hate CO liao.-uh-oh.i have to put in more effort liao.-jia you!jia you!jia you!
oh yea heard that val and nicole are going 3/7.all the best la.-hees. for all the sec 2NAs.hope you all get into the class you want, with all your frens.-smiles.

2005-10-25T18:08:00.000-07:00

finally the exams are over and i can finally relax.well i was feeling sick these few days and counldnt really enjoy la.hai~din get to go for CO which was lk disappointing la.anyways tml im going back to skool.yay!shit tml the creative com. audition.hope lk we can get into the finals.yupps.gtg byes.

2005-10-17T16:18:00.000-07:00

hei.exams are lk so OVER!yay!ok la.although exams are so-call over.still tress over some matters.but i tink we are ok le.i dunno la.im so confused la.its lk how could you of all ppl hurt me so much.yup but im ok with it.i will try to live with it.ahaha anyways im gona study.ahaha byes.

2005-10-13T11:01:00.000-07:00

hei.now in the nook again.going to study later.well i think my parents gave up on me le.they din scold me ytd.YAY!anyways so bored.nobody to pei me la.priya and huda are here but they busy doing their frienster thingy.so i blog la.today's geo is quite easy la.Gosh din noe my geo so good.but the other oso say easy la.hehe well have to study for sci tml.wish me luck.ahaha anyways flora:stop looking at me lk tt!scaryleh.and dun listen to priya's crap.although she told a truth bout me.ok.hai~trying to log in my friendster account.so slow la.well at least it's somethang.haha ytd priya and me so high la.aha we sang so many stoopid old songs.then everyone who wok pass us can hear wad we sang.ahaha pathetic la.then flora they all cum in and i tink we all were exhausted and so start studying lo.they all cum in and look so piss la.haiyo -.- anyways then we joked arnd and 5.2 came in and spoilt everythang.so 6.00 we went home by bus.duh came home late.parents sound'd not worried which is not their style.ok somethang really wrong wif them la.but...i lk.no more nagging.ok la gtg.byes

2005-10-12T00:58:00.000-07:00

halo.wa ytd i was so sad la.nobody to tok to.everyone was busy din wana disturb them.so i studied.im so confused.yupps.but now ok le.today going home late cuz i noe my parents will scold me.scared la.den now wif priya in skool.nobody left in the nook expect sum dudes la.hehe..
well did our maths paper 1.hmm.did it for 50 mins.was so nervous cuz i studied it for dis paper.
hope do well la.tml paper is geo.hope cn pass la.gtg byes.

2005-10-11T11:34:00.000-07:00

halo.haha now in skool.so-call studying la.ahaha now wif priya.er she readin sum comic la.actually LAME!!!yup.today lit paper quite easy la.wrote quite a lot.ahaha tml is maths paper 1.wish me luck.all the best for those who are takin la.duno anyone got study anot.oh gtg byes.

2005-10-10T00:48:00.000-07:00

halo!!!it has been a longg time since i blog huh?!well got ground'd couldn't play the com lo.actually not suppose to play but i made an agreement with my bro.ahaha now exam week did nothing but STUDY!wow suddenly i so guai!= P oh ya flora: there's nothing wrong with me la.im ok.i promise you i will tell you everything.but seriously there's nothing ar.ahaha ok la.gtg byes.

2005-09-30T18:18:00.000-07:00

hei.alamak.must tell my father bout the camera.i scared leh.how am i suppose to tell him?aiya i very scared.anyways i hate pang seh kia.treat other ppl as spare.wad you tink you are?God?stop treating us lk tt.you wan everyone to turn against you?you just bump us aside when you hav them lk we are some kinda trash.yes we tok trast doesnt mean we are.we tried being your fren.you took avantage of it.now you lost us.we are so-call your close fren and you just ditch us?do you know how it feels to be pang seh by your fren?i dun tink you do.coz you hav them.we?nothing.duno wad you trying to do.trying to seek attention?or being a lousy fren?after hanging out wif them, you turn so bimbo.hai~wad to say?you changed.i cnt do anything bout it.too badd~i duno if we can be good frens even again.i gav you so many chances.you pang seh or ditch me, i din say anything.but this is the last straw.i cnt tahan your rubbish anymore.im not as stoopid as i used to be.hai~i dun wana tok bout this gurl ever again.raah!make me so pek cek.so anyways i tot you guys were toking badd~ bout me.i misunderstood.i fan lian.im sorry.i know wadever you guys were toking bout.im sorry.i dun wana loose another fren.hai~i duno la.i tink im a lousy fren too.so yea.anyways today i got photo taking!ahaha so crowded la.hai~cnt do anything.yup mr and mrs boo came.took and went.ahaha yea.after tt when i was woking up to class, mrs koh saw and said halo to me.i replied.she then said tt i suddenly not as hyper as i used to be.i explaint.hai~i tink i need to go counselling.anyways went to class and found mr lian, ms kang, rachel tan and joycelyn in the class.hai~coz of exams la.arranging tables.mr lian forced me to help.so i did.i swept the floor lk some kinda toopid idiot.for the first time, i din tok.hai~after sweeping, mr lian ask me to help carry the books.hai~it was peck li and deb's one.sigh.he din let them hav their books back.poor thing.hai~i then go into the staff room i slowly went out.tinking bout exams and all.i then studied in the classroom awhile and went back wif joycelyn.hai~tt was my day.sad.and now i hav to tell my father bout the camera.sobx.wish me all the best and GOOD luck!!!byes.

2005-09-29T21:20:00.000-07:00

hei.im sorry.i din noe.i stoopid tell everyone.i was in the wrong.hai~im a shi bai zhe la.cant even keep a secret.hai~anyways today.erm... got back my sci. class test.hah i did quite good for this test.ahaha yup.i then got drama exam.arh!was so nervous.scared.well i did quite good.i actually din noe wad i was doing.ahaha then got GY.ahaha it was the last lesson liao.gona miss that period.thats the only time we can tok openly.hai~the teacher was also nice.gosh im really gona miss it.sobx.but exams are cumin.need to study.this afternoon supposed to study.but priya got tamil class then i hav no one to pei me study.i found charlotte joycelyn jayclyn and huda.hmm...we hang in the class, played wif candles.burned ourselves, put melt wax on each other.aha so fun.but i din really play.i was burning the things around me.fun.then huda put the melt wax on me.God it was pain.hai.hope dun hav scar.ahaha then we were toking crap.bout zac.and everything.wa she's a meanie.no offence.then we decided to head to N2 Mc's and study.so we went there and guess wad?charlotte and joycelyn studied and the rest of us sat there and laugh.ahaha wa then got this laby wif a lil kid.we were toking and laughing and sitting in big space.i tink she wasnt happy and she complaint to the manager and the manager told her to sit wif these younger dudes.ahaha thank God she din ask us to move.and we pay for the food liao.she looked at us lk we neva paid and anyhow sit there.hai~but yea duh we paid for the service liao.so she cant do anything.yea then went back wif charlotte and joycelyn.thats my day lor.gtg byes.

2005-09-28T19:12:00.000-07:00

hei..today i abit pms..well ALOT!!!hai~wad to say?i din really tok after tt.i went to the library and study..priya tagged along.well ytd we made a promise to each other and tt promise is we wur study today.well i did!but tt priya went tokin to everyone and left me dere to study alone.lk a loner!befor all tt.thaqifa was makin my life hard ar.she din listen to me!halo?im the class DM.i was told to make them move in front cuz the ppl at the back had no space to sit.hah.i was one of them.so i went to her and told her NICELY to move.she ignored me!she kept tokin to mutiara.den priya went to back me up.her to move again.she ignored us!so i was so pek cek, i went to her and shout at her..forcin her to move.wa!she brave hor.din wana listen.pms is it?worst den me sia.no offence ar but thaqifa if you readin dis.i hav to say you're very rude leh.even the RTC ppl wun lor.den mdm pey came hai~thaqifa still din move.i got so fed up, i told the ppl at the back to move in front.hack care her.thank God, not everyone is lk her.so anyways assmebly, dere's dis army ppl cum play songs for us.haha i was too pek cek so i stared blankly lor.had really badd~ headache.so anyways after skool went to library lah..saw dis sec 1 gurl.haha she frm 1.7 lah..ask her bout her class lor.haha den went to canteen and bought apples and drinks, tok to priya lor.ahaha went back to library.study lor.priya hai~say take things becum tok to ppl.left me wif tt sec 1 gurl.ahaha nothing to tok.so we did our things lor.priya finally came back.she 'study' for awhile and went tokin to ppl again.den janelle dey all came.hai~tok bout MVP valentine lor.den continued doin my revision.when priya came back, rani told her the sec 1s,2s,3s had to leave.so we left.hai~saw deb's twin sister, flors yong.din really tok lah.cnt be bother.was too pek cek liao.hai~lost something really important to me.wana cry.='( den dun feel lk studying.went home lor wif priya lah.wasnt in a mood to tok to her.instead i kept laughing to myself.gosh.im going metal.sobx.hai~maybe im too stress.i dunno lah.hai~oh yea tok to mr lian.hai~complain to him bout something.haha den priya kept interrupting me.haha wow..hai~dunno wad to blog bout liao.so byes.

2005-09-27T21:11:00.000-07:00

hei.haha change blogskin..thanx flora...i noe it looks so cheena but flora did dis ytd nite lor.so stil muz thank her even though it looks...haha anyways went back to skool today.was sad nobody misses me ytd.sobx.haha yea i kinda sick in the morning.had block'd nose..felt lk vomittin.haha yucks.so yea as usual came to class and sleep du-h.heh and priya taby and joycelyn were wokin to the class.haha i could see tt dey miss me alot.haha dey juz hide it ar.hai~was so sleepy ar.den taby wan'd my mind maps which i did ytd!hmm!i juz gim ar.she hai~cnt fight wif her.[patty]anyways yea the whole mornin was boring as usual until well science i tink.haha had SPA.hai~actually quite ready fer it but suddenly got dis really badd~headache cnt tink properly.den anyhow do.haha den i heard tt my whole row, priya huda and me got the same answers.haha all wrong!haha well test only ar wun die.haha so yea after skool.tried findin flora...hai~she went to do sumthg so priya and me went to the lib and 'study'.saw the 2/5'ers tot flora was dere but...she still busy doin sumthg ar.so i hack care her and carried on jokin.haha 4+pm haha flora finally came.she look'd so tired.den she scold me...she say why neva help them...i oso dunno mah.neva tell earlier.hai~cnt blame me fer tt.so anyways most of the 2/5'ers went home so yea pei flora and ameera.haha both of them so funnie ar.hai~den peck li cried fer dunno wad..hai~ask fer tissue becum laughin and gigglin..yup din care bout peck li haha.sory..hehe yea we joke arnd...den peck li dey all went home.priya became the loner.haha [eh very pei wif deb] haha anyways she sat dere alone din wana join us.hai~i was so bored.i drew on flora's legs.haha so fun!den wa the VP came den saw us.opps she went up to us and ask me why i not studyin..say i study liao lor.haha den she force me to study more.hai~i tok back ar.sayin i study liao.den priya scare haha...i say nvm.wun die.haha den priya so borin, pang seh her.opps sory priya.hah went to flora and ameera.hai~VP dere cnt rite on her.-.- so decided to go home lor.hai~tt tym i oready late fer tuition.den we wok to the second busstop.reachin the stop den the toopid bus came.so we decided to head to the bubbletea shop.hai~but priya wan'd to buy the chicken popcorn.so we went dere.den the bubbletea shop aunty wan'd close shop liao.so i oso order the same lor.wa priya today lk so load'd insist on payin my food.wow!haha den we wok to the busstop.saw sharifah dey all and charlotte dey all.wa luckily the bus came on tym.den we all tok happily in the bus.hai~din noe sec 5s oso fight fer food.haha no offence hor.haha lk dey neva eat it befer.haha opps.haha yup went back and juz on tym fer my tuition.hai~got no tym to eat ar.today tuition was ok.haha i finally open to him.tokin bout poly and JC.so yea.tts wad i did today.haha byes.gtg eat liao.

2005-09-26T18:17:00.000-07:00

hei.din go skool today.hai~wad to say.im tt sick.yup and noting to do at home leh.hai~borin.so sad...nobody misses me.hai~esp. sam kee...hmm!so mean!anyways miss everyone in skool expect mr lian ar.haha.yup at home noting to do but study.can you believe it?im actually studyin at home!sort of la.hehe anyways yup the doc look so...no offence hor.ok right...din eat.wasnt in a mood.im rejectin food?wad nxt?hai~anyways i dis mornin i was so sick i couldnt really tok.told my mother.wad she say?"hiya throat pain only,wun die la." i was so angry i slam the door at her.wasnt angry she doesnt let me see doc but she doesnt care bout my health!but thank God my father has a heart to let me go!raah!wa but can dey use their brains?after i wore everyting den say dun need to go skool!hai~anyways i slept the whole afternoon after takin medicine...zZzZ haha lyk pig lyk tt.hehe and after tt study awhile den went to take medicine again.hai~the one ting i miss is...my frens haha.hai...anyways gtg..study?haha byes.

2005-09-25T17:50:00.000-07:00

halo ppl.well as usual borin.i finally cut my hair.haha no more onion sim!!!haha oh heard flora..hope she's alright.pray fer her ar.those ppl out dere pls pray fer her.hehe flora: i noe im lame.heh but dis shows tt i worry fer u.hehe aniwaes yea hmm..my hair.hmm...looks beta du-h...haha yup and tml got skool.gosh so fast liao.how would ppl react? "u cut ur hair?" haha i knew it.haha well yea today borin haiz~i juz slack.hehe din even bother to do hmwk.haha well i too stress and need tym to rest.dis weekend i wana relax.stress-free.yup.hiya got notin to blog bout.hehe.byes

2005-09-24T18:27:00.000-07:00

hei.woke up super late today.din wana go cc.i tink i wun go dere anymore.still decidin la.gosh im loosin interst in CO.sobx.well im abit stress out wif everyting lately.skool,frens,family.everyting.exams are lyk cumin.i tink studyin after skool isnt helpin.im juz too stoopid.gone case la i.sobx.hiya notin to do today.havin painfu cramps now.woke up wif a badd~ cold.hiya im gettin sick liao.-.-yea im so pek cek la.tt sumone ar.so extra.i cant even be alone wif my frens.anyways yea super sian now.nobody to tok to.haiz~my brother disturbin me now.screamin at my ear.haiz~cant be bother.im too tired to scold or beat him.wa.wads happenin to me?hehe.o yea tml im gona cut my hair.becuz everyone is teasin me becuz of my hair.esp flora.irritatin.hurtful too.so im cuttin tml.heh haven decide wad style but im cuttin.haha yea exams are cumin.hope everyone is studyin.hees.wa my relatives are now in my house so-call visitin my ah-ma.dunno la.cum here to visit or cum here to spend my tym?cum here,dey eat sleep and tok very loudly.haiz~at least dey dun force me to do tings.i wur really scold and shout at them.wastin my tym,my bills.everyting.raah!well haha now in my brother's room.cant go in my room.full of aunties.flora now you noe why i so aunty.heh o yea i tink today we gona get our com back.yay!finally now usin tap-top mah.not the same.heh well noting to blog liao.gtg byes.

2005-09-23T19:40:00.000-07:00

hei.yea todaes grad nite.yay.hmm...din get to see my seniors.really miss them.sobx.todaes sharon's b'dae too.din get to wish her happy b'dae personally.sent her msg.heh todae i tink mr lian...pms?heh no offence.first ting in the mornin he scold'd me so many tyms.i noe its my fault.noisy but yea lyk tt lor.sory ar mr lian made u pms.heh.den todae was borin as usual.after skool suppose to help out at sum CO thingy.opps i fergotten.i was busy playin "truth or dare" heh den flora was kinda panickin den i realise hehe.pathetic i noe.heh den wen we got dere,hj and others were dere liao.say wad teacher scold'd them.hmm!so yea den flora pms.so scary.arh!she woks soo fast lyk mr lian.yea so she went in the lib.din follow.i was really sad.and i hate to see my frens pms-in.so i wok away.was findin priya.well dey were playin "boom" so it was hard to find her.wait'd in the class.alone.so pek cek until i went cuttin everytin i find in the teacher's table.den i sat at the back of the class sobin.priya den was runnin into the class.i quickly hold back my tears.yea todae suppose to hav tt study grp.hmm...only me and priya were dere.so we went to find mr lian to tell him we were dere.den tok abit.din wana go home early decided to help mr lian do sum paper work.did the work he thank'd us den too early decided to do hmwk.den we hungry left the lib and went to canteen.eat eat eat.went back and the lib was closin.i wasnt in a mood to joke arnd.flora was still tinkin it was bout tt erm...but it wasnt.so yea anyways.rani was askin priya to get all the 2/3s out.wa lyk she still librarian!den rani sae tt 2/3 is gona get ban lyk tt.wa.sad leh.cant study in lib?!wad?!cant she ban the noisy ones?!i study ok!so yea pls pls dun ban us..hiya no mood to update liao.byes pek cek.la.gd nite.

2005-09-21T19:55:00.000-07:00

hei wo.havin massive headaches now and den.and stress lately.well ytd was horrible.too much stress to cope.early mornin, ms kang was tellin us bout EXAMS!raah.almost cried.haha ppathetic right.hmm..cuz i noe i will do bad fer it.start worryin really badly.den yea gt no mood la.so after skool decided to go study again.hmm...do project la.but my grp members werent dere la.so study abit lor.so yea wait'd fer them bout 1+ hour la.so anyways we were doin lit project.haha i did hari.gt spike ok!hehe yea den cant be bother.zac and ashley went home together ar so left flora dere alone.so i pai her lor.haha den she told me sooo many ting ar.SERCETS!heh den priya came, start'd jokin arnd.den priya was askin..well as usual i sae tinkin erm..den flora was lookin at me.dun get her ar.after tt went to busstop.i said it again.dis tym she was angry ar.she told everyone at the busstop hu i lyk!din wana tok.after i took the bus den i realise wad i said ar.SORY!hehe anyways msg her lor.tried callin her.irritatin.she switch off her fone!anyways todae hmm...same old same old.borin.heh bit myself ar.stoopid i noe.but i gt dis terrible headache ar.cannot tahan.arh!so bite lor.anyways pek cek ar.show everyone attidude.dunno why.heh.but help sumone to stop tinkin badly bout herself.gosh i feel proud sia.so yea went dwn to hav recess.wasnt in a mood to eat.drank only.den zac wana gim leta to ash but shy.so priya gim lor.den stood dere wif zac lyk sum complete idiots.haha den yea lyk tt lor.hiya.durin science.raah!mr lian told me and priya to shut fer 10 mins.hmm!so i tot of stuff.almost cried again!haha priya told me tt she saw me wipin my tears.or sumtin lyk tt.heh o ya we gt back our progress card.er well did beta den last tym.yay!but not enough.anyways after went to study again.only priya me and taby.well study ar fer tml's test.priya and taby practicin their lines.hmm..den ash and flora were studyin again.hiya hard-workin nerds.haha den as usual priya me and taby would make fun of...hehe so funnie.haha lol.den ms lim ruin our fun.scoldin us.neba scold the others hu were makin more noise den us.hmm!den ash went home.taby and me were playin again behid book shelves.hehe fun!den flora was sittin dere alone so we decided to disturb her.well she was doin sumting sooo stoopid.and told me not to do it!wa!wad wrong wif her?so yea flora was kinda pek cek ar.den tried cheerin her up tokin jokes again.haha hiya den she press my blue-black.haha she din noe actually.den she beat my hand ar.irritatin!wa!i press her wound ar!hehe den she wan'd to cut again.hmm!irritatin du-h took the ruler away.she pull'd den du-h hurt alot ar.hu cares.she wana cut leh even worst right!raah!so yea lyk tt lor.hiya den wana do lit write up oso hard ar.gosh todae's post is long.heh shall stop here la byes.flora:u cut summore i bite summore.

2005-09-19T20:02:00.000-07:00

hei opps din update ytd.haha went home late.mother was pretty angry wif me so dare not switch on com.hehe anyways ytd was mid-autumn festival celebration.hah hmm!din get to play haha.well ok la.tt mornin bei mr boo scold until so tt one la.anyways dun wana tok bout tt.too sad.well went to KFC ate lunch dere.tried clearin sumtins.well actually flora.hehe went to cc again practice lor.hiya wait fer joyce ar.she was LATE!hehe but yea she paid fer the taxi hehe.anyways well since i not performin.watch them perform la.haha me shirley chua and shirley tan were lyk cheerin fer them la cuz halo the audience were dead!hehe we spice up a lil la.den we cheer until mr boo turn'd back and smiled.heh den we made flora paiseh!haha we lyk screamin "Go flora!!" really loud.her whole face turn'd red!!!and i told the 2 shirley's to do one.Gosh i teachin them badd~!mr boo told tt to flora too.meanie!hmm!o yea we shout durin nan er too.God it was FUN!!!haha well felt kinda odd sittin wif juniors at first but i sot sot de so ok la.hehe went home wif joyce and shirley tan.again joyce paid fer it.hehe thanx joyce.well stop at the park dere.took bus dere.wo!damn spooky ar.no one lor.only me myself and i.well tok to priya on the way home.not so badd~ la.heh tok bout project!!!arh!hehe slept at 10.30.mother force me to sleep.yea tt was ytd.todae hiya woke up late!!!woke up at 6+.heh suppose to wake up at 5.i was rushin to skool la.in the end.du-h wasnt late but i always cum at 6.50 tt tym i came at 7.15.haha juz in tym.den mornin assembly, deddie was singin the national anthem.dunno why got NO music.she sing quite well.heh talent'd voice sia!anyways hiya durin eng lesson,we were goin thru the mock paper.hee i simply rawk.went to change my result twice.frm a 32 to a 34.God i was happy.neba in my life i got higher den priya dey all.cuz their eng were much beta den mine.i tink cuz i hung out wif flora too much liao.start'd tinkin actin speakin lyk her.well thanx la flora.u made me pass my eng.hee.wahaha.den after skool went to library,we were studyin quietly befer deb dey all cum la!den i went to huda and jayclyn dere,tok tok abit den huda made us laugh really loud.haha so funnie!so yea pilo kick the whole 2/3 out.haha sure tml kana scoldin frm mr lian ar.opps.went home at 5 wif priya and taby,go to bubble tea den order fries den went home after tt.the bus was crowd'd la.hmm!well got space fer us to sit ar.but squeezy!haha.so yea now at home slackin ar.hehe so yea dis is the end ar.byes